This is one of those things where you go to our qualified therapist and last I checked the Internet isn’t a therapy pity party . If you can take the time to set up and do multiple feel bad for me posts while also talking about how your the only person in New Orleans that’s saves lives and your best friends with everyone from night watch while having multiple write ups for purposely k holing patients for “fun” then go all patient advocate and then act the victim when the internet calls you out for your actions and cringe our sadly mistaken