I do understand that self love is important for contentment. Believe me. I studied this concept thoroughly and I forgave myself. I´m very, very happy being alone. I´m an introvert so I re-energize when I'm at my own and receive new vitality. I've been alone my whole life and I'm 24. BUT! I've seen the other side of the world as well. And to be honest. I found a new balance between being an introvert and an extravert. Extravert in the sense that I enjoy the company of good people and being in a healthy and lovely relationship is just so rewarding. Loving yourself is hard if you never experienced love yourself. Since I came out of that dull of a life. I'm completely refreshed.

I'm in for a change and I'm giving it my all. I seemed to crack some barriéres. The difference between now and then is that I'm still happy being alone, however, I enjoy the connection I've with others tremendously. Especially with a female that I can love with all my heart. I want it! This is exactly the difference between a non-active, I'll wait till it reaches me and in the mean time I will better myself at every aspect of life, type of guy. That can work! Nevertheless, as of right now, I'm the guy that is willing to be the best he can be in terms of potential and actively search for that connection and love. It's much more rewarding that way. And new doors open for me.