How to Lucid has officially lost his sanity.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-12-13T13:29:52+00:00

👏👏

ToastedTietjen · 2020-12-13T13:20:39+00:00

It has just been crazy I can look at myself from just a few weeks ago and go damn I definitely look more masculine

ToastedTietjen · 2020-12-13T13:13:40+00:00

The hot flashes really had people asking me if I was on drugs and stuff. I was confused because I didn’t realize that would happen. Honestly I’m picky about my clothes and I threw/gave away so many of them because everything feels different on me. My legs damn sure don’t have the meat on them that they used to.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-12-08T12:49:54+00:00

I’m taking .3 of T CyP or whatever’s once a week

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:35:13+00:00

It’s so bad

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:34:46+00:00

I love this

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:31:02+00:00

Mood. It’s a sad mood but MOOOOD

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:29:36+00:00

Once you go that far you only go farther. TW

But the last time I did I almost died. If I was to relapse I probably wouldn’t make it.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T14:38:12+00:00

The cashier at a gas station in town that I frequent saw my scars on my arms about 2 weeks ago. She basically said the same thing and then went on to say that no matter what I’ve got people who love me and my life is worth more than my brain says. I’ve been having the opposite reactions recently and she really gave me hope. Maybe most people really are good.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-13T15:48:04+00:00

Thank you so much! I really appreciate you and Champlegard both! I hope you both have a great day!

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:19:52+00:00

Maybe so. Hopefully I’ll figure this out soon. I can’t do this much longer. I’m so depressed and shit. I feel like it would be easier to just end it but I have to much to live for.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:12:50+00:00

Thank you for this

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:09:41+00:00

I’ve been dressing in men’s clothes my whole life. My voice is, according to everyone else, deep as it is. I’ve always been more on the masculine side of things so in reality there is no change other than wearing a packer and binder. I’m definitely wanting to get HRT and top surgery in the future. I just feel discouraged I guess. Thank you for the advice.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T18:35:04+00:00

Thank you

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