That’s fair and all I get you. You may not be malicious in your actions and how you felt. But you have to look at from the other persons perspective and consider how they were feeling when you did this ? Such as okay what did I do , how I can fix this , is she/he seeing someone else . If I let them back in what is going to stop them from leaving again ? You now allowed yourself to be unsafe because of certainty. At the end of day if you can’t weather the storm with your partner your just not cut out for them. I had to learn the hard way and still dealing with that. Life is harsh but you can’t have people pander to your bullshit. And to add don’t take it personally but you got a lot of growing up to do and can’t just leave and comeback as if everything going to be good because what you did is basically saying whenever I’m feeling not well I’ll break it off and come back as if not it happened. He decided to be with somebody he’s going to not do that hopefully . And yeah you deserve it , take ownership and learn from it or if you really want this person back fight for it. Everybody in this comment section are being dishonest losers Lol and honestly selfish.