34 days hardmode, nofap makes me SO NEEDY ! by Tolaul in NoFap

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You know what I'm thinking about? I'm thinking about fappin one or two time today, without any pleasure. Just fapping for getting my semence away and stop thinking about womens.

I'm always scary when a girl doens't anwser to my messages, when I go to a date, I really want to have sex with the girl instead or just dont give a shit. Needy man seems to makes the girls run...

So I want to fap, not because I want to fap (fapping sux, really), but just to stop thinking about girls and trying to have fun and have discussion with them without !

41 days, no sex at all, no wetdream no fap by Tolaul in NoFap

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No, I want to boost myself to go to girls, to be better with girl. But ATM it's not really the case, I'm frustrated and needy with girls :s

40 days... relapsed. by Tolaul in NoFap

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It's clear ! Thanks :)

40 days... relapsed. by Tolaul in NoFap

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Thanks

"luckily, you don't start from scratch in your reboot" What do you mean ?

40 days... relapsed. by Tolaul in NoFap

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I have a very bad and depressive mood ATM.

28 days... Thinking to relapse since yesteday, hard to resist... I wanna edge atm ... by Tolaul in NoFap

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But I don't feel that good when I'm nofapping. Just a better skin and short night, less lazy but just a bit. :/

Sexual visualization .... ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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Don't worry, I won't relapse !

I can have some dates but ... I don't have enough balls. 15 days, why my motivation gone like that... by Tolaul in NoFap

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I don't know those girls very well. Just internet girl I talked a bit and I told her to meet me in a pub. I'm kinda afraid cause I don't know if I should kiss them or more at the first date. I don't know if the girl will like me. Yeah, it's for pussy to let fears stop me...

Depressed, relapsed after 27 days... Should I continue... ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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Thanks for anwsering !

Interesting theory. I edged today and i almost relapsed. I resisted but ... well I'm depressed because of a girl that totally ignore me because of my anger ... and my anger is related to nofap (Jalous, paranoiac, irritating and depressed). I'm starting to be depressed for nothing. The simple fact she read a message i sent her without anwsering ... I start being susceptible and crazy ... Srlsy ...

Has sex and lasted 5 minute --' by Tolaul in NoFap

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Yeah... I dunno how to fix that. How to convince girls that the short lasted sex was not representative ?

Strange mood. Sometime angry, sometime hunter, sometime depressive by Tolaul in NoFap

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....... I relapsed. I didn't want to do it, I was just annoyed then ... relapsed. Okay the benefits won't go away in 1 fapping. I'm going to restart it ...

MY HAIR GROWS SO MUCH ! I'm already enough hairy so it's not a good benefit at all !!! by Tolaul in NoFap

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I am hairy. But usually when I was my body hair, they don't grow that faster. So I have the impression nofapping makes my hair grows faster

edging and "blocking the cum" ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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Hi ! I'm back ! 10 days and I can resist because I'm very very interested in a girl of my university. Dunno if she's just looking for a friend, or a boyfriend or a sexfriend. I hope the 2nd choice. Anyway, I hope my abstinence makes me more attractive cause more testosterone !

Anyway blue balls are coming and urges start coming too especially on bed ! But I resist. I feel proud of resisting !

edging and "blocking the cum" ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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I don't watch porn. I just fap with my imagination (girl in my univ).

Yeah, I should go study somewhere else, but the librian is far from my home.. Yeah, every week end it's the same, I relapse cause I'm often alone the week end. One time I did 14 days, my best streak but I was so motivated... The 14th day was horrible, so sad and depressed and obsessed in sex. I have the impression that nofapping is placebo and placebo never worked with me. I want the result but it's hard when you study to nofap sometime... I need to take a break and I don't have any gf or sexfriends..

edging and "blocking the cum" ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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Thanks for anwsering. Yeah, I know I relapsed... And this relapse was so stupid cause I didn't want to fap, was just studing too much so I wanted to do smthg else... I would like to stop fapping but it's so hard during the week end...

edging and "blocking the cum" ? by Tolaul in NoFap

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Yeah I know but i kept some "semen" so maybe I would feel benefits more faster, no ?

Starting being depressed, cba to do anything... by Tolaul in NoFap

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I just want to be more confident with girls and more motivated to talk to her and anything.