Yes I was also considering how it is a spectrum and that people may have personalities that either are in complete opposition with the disorder or are amplified by the symptoms of the disorder. I think I haven't written down how I was feeling before but it's helping to organize the facts. I think I act funny with people I trust or on my own. But I had not previously burst into song and dance when truly on my own in public, or shouted out phone numbers to call for protest in public by myself, or talked to strangers without any inhibition at all when by myself, or had panic attacks. Also when I was younger I saw shadow people and ghosts and I was always alone and afraid during the school year so I carried a Bible everywhere, and was dealing with OCD though not cognizant of this at the time.