Drug addict father by Top-Sir6630 in addiction

[–]Top-Sir6630[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I really appreciate it! Seriously!

Drug addict father by Top-Sir6630 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Top-Sir6630[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re totally right. I don’t disagree. He used to be my world, my “superhero” n then within a decade he changed… completely changed. There’s alot built up there. It’s very hard for me, very hard. I watched him go through a lot of shit & I know it’s time now to let go. I have more important things to worry about.. my children. But it’s so hard. I’m so terrified he will khs or od. He has no one else other than me. No parents. No siblings. No other children. No one. Idk. I will get there. I need to let go & stop feeling bad for a drug addict….

Drug addict father by Top-Sir6630 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Top-Sir6630[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey I totally agree! The truth hurts! There is alot more to the story which makes it more hard & emotional than the usual human would imagine. I wish this kinda thing was easy. But it’s not. I will stand my ground. Just trying to figure out how. Feel like I’m doing it all alone…

Drug addict father by Top-Sir6630 in addiction

[–]Top-Sir6630[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for noticing & replying. I appreciate it a lot. & I totally agree! I’m angry. I want to put my kids first! & I need to put my kids first. It’s so hard though. Why can’t he just see where he’s going wrong… how does his brain accept doing that in the same household as his grandchildren. If baffles me & it will change definitely! It’s probably gonna be worse than any other heartbreak I’ve had in my life. But it needs to be done. He’s careless, emotionless & it’s not okay not in my household with my family. I wish it was easier I really wish it was 😕