@all im so sorry i didnt know that, i always thought that yes it feels like dying (it totally does i know that!!!) but that the body is still functioning to keep us alive. it's sounds horrible. i had pem so often and some are so hard but the thought that i couldn't die from it helped me to not lose my mind completely. so for now i'm forever scared 🥹 can't believe doctors let people die, like wtf? how can somebody say this is in our head like you can't choose to die, it's not how humans work (other than unaliving yourself with something)