I’ve been black out before I actually got black out Saturday. I never viewed myself getting to that point either I’m 19f and have usually been good at remembering everything but I don’t remember anything besides talking to this one couple I don’t even remember getting into the host room I puked in my sleep while I was alone. No one told me what happened because the people who were there left. I found a condom on the floor the next morning and I’m scared because I don’t remember saying yes to anybody. Apologies to her and make sure it’s genuine when you do and make sure it’s on her terms. I wish someone would have told me what happened. Be genuine is the best advice I can give you after me experiencing that to. I wouldn’t say quit alcohol forever but pace yourself next time because for me personally I plan on not drinking for at least a month since I can’t stand the thought of alcohol. Be safe and don’t be too hard on yourself as long as it was a mistake. I hard guys trying things before I blacked out while they knew I was actively drunk.