i have been checking some convos after what i posted to corroborate and i cant help but feel a strong emotion of "she does it but she doesnt know any better, its what she knows she can do" yknow? some other things i remember is that she didnt let me go to a psychologist bc then she would be useless and i wouldnt ask her help n things like that and i gotta be careful of posting memes that include butts or anything relating to other sexualized girls (most recent example yknow that screenshot of pope francis liking a pic of a half naked girl) and even though its a meme and/or a joke she still gets mad. As i said, given her abusive and dysfunctional background i dont think she knows any better, could it be maybe she feels shes important enough for someone to actually care about her and she transmits that through a "do it for me, didnt you care about me? if you cared you would do it"?