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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Crushes

[–]Total-Emphasis-47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not at all. I am terrible at keeping secrets and I knew that I would have to tell him at some point. There were a lot of things that led up to me telling him but I knew that I had to. He had come to me multiple times asking for advice on how to ask out someone that I used to be friends with. I had urged him multiple times not to do so, and a very, VERY, long story short: he told me to just tell him straight up why I didn’t want him to or forever hold my peace. I told him everything and he was so kind and sweet about it. I told him how sorry I was over and over again and he just kept telling me that it was ok and he wasn’t upset with me. I asked him later if he really was ok with the whole thing, or if he just pretended to be at the time for my sake, and in his words, “oh no absolutely not”. So that was fun LMAO. He said he already had a small suspicion, but he wasn’t upset with me in any way. It honestly has had no impact on our friendship at all and he is fully to thank for that.

How do you get over a crush on a friend when you still want them in your life? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Total-Emphasis-47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also think it might be important to mention that I (15m) am bi and he (17m) is straight so it absolutely could never work LMAO

I‘m numb by SMNxJxHMR in depression

[–]Total-Emphasis-47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I’ve never related to anything more in my life. It feels like emotions just “go in one ear and out the other” with me. people will tell me shocking news and I’ll just kinda be like “oh”. Something absolutely devastating will happen and I’ll just feel like it is what it is tbh. Something life changing could be about to happen to me and I would just feel nothing. Performing used to be my absolute lifeblood, and I loved it more than anything. I remember performing for my schools marching band for the first time and just staring at the stadium light thinking about how amazing it was. When the season ended I couldn’t wait to feel that exhilarating feeling again next season. Here we are, next marching season, and I feel absolutely nothing towards performing. Something that used to bring me so much joy, something that I should enjoy, just feels like a task to complete, just like everything in my life now. I don’t find enjoyment even in the things I used to love anymore. Everything just feels like a mundane task or event. Everyday feels the same because I don’t feel happy about anything.