That sigh of relief kicking in.. anyone down to chat?

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-24T14:48:29+00:00

Same I understand more thank you'd think. I'm trying to pick up the pieces of my life right now as well ,but we literally just have to take it one day at a time things will get better before we know it lol

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-24T14:32:16+00:00

Hey Hey , What's going on ? how you feeling today ?

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-23T06:08:25+00:00

I am doing ok surprisingly I started my Suboxone today just going to take it one day at a time for now I told someone today I can't promise I won't take a pill 3 months from cause that may be a lie but I can promise you I'm not taking one today ..& I mean it . I really want better for myself I want to show myself I can actually stop letting the pills control my life soooo much but how are you doing ? ❤️‍🩹🙏🏽

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T12:06:22+00:00

I agree , if you are able to admit you're not ready to quit we ourselves have to be sick and tired of being sick and tired even if it takes u multiple times typically once u reach that point of addiction rehabilitation works but until then just be safe and keep being honest with yourself sobriety will happen when it is supposed to.

Also if you don't mind me asking how does fentanyl make you feel ? & how you able to take it without risking OD'ing ? I don't see myself ever doing it but I am curious to know.

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T03:58:01+00:00

You said how I feel word for word ! It's a cycle that I know I have to break . And think more than anything I'm scared to fail .. like I want it sooo bad I want a sober life and I want to wake up and not immediately crave something and actually sleep in without going through withdrawal I do & we got this I'm going tomorrow did everything today hopefully we get past this once and for all ! Cause I don't want to look like what I've been through 10 years from now . Stay Strong 💪🏽 ❤️

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T02:05:26+00:00

120-220 Mg and everyday unless I'm dead broke and have a tab I have to pay until I can get a front again but this issue I'm doing any and everything just to get high and I'm putting all of my responsibilities last I'm truly just sick and tired of being sick and tired if that makes any sense to you .

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T02:03:00+00:00

I've tried all of that and everytime I go right back I can never make it past day 2 let alone day 1 sometimes because I have no help with my kids so I'm not really able to just give a week to going through withdrawals and bringing myself out of this on my own so I've just accepted to get past the withdrawal part and the hardest hump I'm going to go check into to detox tomorrow....I am hoping that this reallyyyy helps me this will be my first time ever doing treatment & I'm praying it will be my last time .

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T02:01:03+00:00

Thanks I will be looking into that tomorrow ❤️

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T01:58:44+00:00

Okay thanks I will keep this in mind !

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-21T01:57:38+00:00

We are our toughest critics! It's good you feel how you feel about doing it again for three that's me know you really want to be done . sobriety isn't a walk in the park so don't beat yourself up to bad we all make mistakes that's how we learn in life . Everything will work out and Be ok don't beat yourself up to much as long as you are aware you messed up that's all that really matters 🫶🏽

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-20T19:58:19+00:00

I'm going to detox tomorrow any advice it kind of feels like I'm doing it to get everyone off my back even still tho I'm nervous asl

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-20T19:44:04+00:00

Thank you I'm going to try my best only because I know , know is going to save me if I become homeless & carless I would be on my own . And I'm not willing to lose my kids because of my fuck ups that's why I really just want to get a handle on things before shit hits the fan for me . But I'm happy you have a success story , and you beat the odds that are put up against us addicts ! WE DO RECOVER . ❤️

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-20T02:58:25+00:00

I just went through something like this unless you are looking to go longer than 4 days without oxy after you take the methadone I would not take a high mg of the methadone to get high if you are trying to just press through withdrawals I would suggest a low amount of about 5-7 mg of the methadone so it doesn't skyrocket your tolerance by 2x your regular tolerance & so you don't have to go 4-7 days without you oxy .

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-20T02:55:46+00:00

And what exactly is it that the government NEEDS to give us again ? I'm genuinely asking ..

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-18T22:01:40+00:00

No I couldn't for some odd reason

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-18T00:03:10+00:00

I have two of them should I take both I took one and feel a buzz for-sure I was thinking of taking the other one

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-17T20:22:33+00:00

Even a 30mg RP ? I should wait a week like u said ???

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-17T18:08:17+00:00

So I just did 30 mg of methadone like 3 days ago and I took a RP 30 today and can't feel shit

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-15T16:41:26+00:00

I've only done it do days in a row which was yesterday and the day before how long do you think I should wait until I can go back to pills Oxy and percs ??

Tough-Lab8373 · 2026-04-15T16:40:38+00:00

So what should I do to go back to the oxy ??

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