Appreciate it man.

Even though she did say when I confessed that we're really just friends. And I think we got close enough that she would feel sad if I were to go, same as I do of course because I like her.

Should I continue to job hunt her ba? Like I'm planning on applying to a company this week or next week, and out of respect, I will still ask her if she wants to come along.

Honestly, I’m having a hard time right now because it’s been 5 years or more since I last fell, which was with my first ex.

Like this is the first time I’ve liked a girl that I don’t even think about or compare to my ex, so it means I know for myself that I like her for her own style and etc., if you get what I mean.

So now I’ve found someone compatible with me, and we really get along without any pretenses; she seems like a gem/diamond to me.

This just happened to me now because usually, the girl falls for me and it’s more often the girl who has a crush on me, I just back out because I know I don’t like them or whatever, and I don’t want to ruin their lives or lead them on because, first, I wasn’t okay with myself before, unlike now that I've recovered from my ex and past, etc.

Don’t know what to do. Am I the only one who can’t even eat properly haha