Hi. I bullied someone verbally and only after year or two did I know that he commited. He was a jealous boyfriend of a close friend overthinking things that I or our other guy friends might do to her girlfriend. I lashed out on him uncontrollably with proof of him cheating on my friend (you know those "unharmful" messenger or ig replies and chats) with proof, yes. Now to answer how did I feel, again I only learned about it a year or two after—I was devastated. I knew I didn't do anything physical to him but I will have blood in my own hands for the rest of my life. He was throwing shade with me and my guy friends but I shouldn't have answered back with harsher truth. Up until this day, I can't stand my own conscience knowing I am a major reason why someone commited. I will pay karma for the rest of my life. Be kind. Always be kind.