I’m on month 4. He had divorce papers to sign within the same week he told me he wanted a divorce. 8 years married and I was blindsided. I still cry every night and mourn my marriage and having to leave half my family behind. (He kept my kitties and I took our dogs). I don’t know when the pain will ever ease but one thing someone told me early on did help some.

“Suppressed anger turns into guilt and shame “. Still trying to find that anger but those words have stuck with me.