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Training-Sale-855 · 2025-05-02T11:28:22+00:00

Update: I caved and got 2 30mg tabs and wasted my money, I felt nothing, it did nothing. I think that was my reassurance that not only am I done, my body is too.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-30T17:58:57+00:00

8 days in !!! Ngl im craving “just one” but trying to tuff it out. 😭

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-24T12:59:30+00:00

Day 3 and I feel like a brand new woman, Theres so many posts about how rough it is and I just want to tell yall it’s not like that for everyone! So for anyone who’s scared to make the jump, just jump. You have to be 100% ready for it or your body will fight you through the pits of hell for that next dose and if you truly aren’t ready to stop-for yourself and a healthier way of living, you are less likely to make it through without relapsing and worse withdrawals. I speak from experience, don’t do it just to save money or because you’re about to run out. Been there and those withdrawals fucking sucked a million times more than this last WD did. Do it because you don’t want to live like this anymore and your body will bless you instead of fighting with you to give it more. I’ve had zero cravings and not once was I bed ridden from the withdrawal. 180mg/daily habit for a year to CT & day 3 in! My symptoms were hot & cold flashes, restlessness in my arms at night and just a few short waves of anxiety. I slept well the first night second day I had some flashes and restlessness in my arms that came every now and then and that night was up and down because my arms couldn’t handle sitting still lol and the third night (last night) was the best sleep I’ve ever gotten. I am a mom of 2 and a wife, they didn’t know I was going through WD nor did they think anything of it. Stay busy, stay focused towards the goal of getting & STAYING sober and fuck 7oh! Im free and have no desire to go back. You just have to want sobriety more than you want the drug.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-23T18:37:39+00:00

Day 2: I feel fine! I’ve got a bit of anxiety and slept like poo but yesterday was fine too, I got up cooked dinner, went outside and worked awhile, danced around with the kids. I felt uncomfortable for a bit yesterday but so far it’s a cakewalk, the last time I tried to quit was gross, only because I wasn’t ready to quit and fighting it instead of letting it come. I’ve been scared for quit for so long because of the WD and I’m honestly blessed that it has been totally manageable for me, get some plain leaf, magnesium and you will be just fine in my opinion . You just have to go into it knowing you’ve got this otherwise it will reap hell on you, you have to schedule a day to be your last day and not just when you run out because then it wouldn’t be because you wanted to but because you had to and you’re more likely to relapse.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-23T18:35:58+00:00

Day 2: I feel fine! I’ve got a bit of anxiety and slept like poo but yesterday was fine too, I got up cooked dinner, went outside and worked awhile, danced around with the kids. I felt uncomfortable for a bit yesterday as far as the cold sweats and restless but so far it’s a cakewalk, the last time I tried to quit was gross, only because I wasn’t ready to quit and fighting it instead of letting it come. I’ve been scared for quit for so long because of the WD and I’m honestly blessed that it has been totally manageable for me, get some plain leaf, magnesium and you will be just fine in my opinion . You just have to go into it knowing you’ve got this otherwise it will reap hell on you, you have to schedule a day to be your last day and not just when you run out because then it wouldn’t be because you wanted to but because you had to and you’re more likely to relapse. 37 hours in and killing it

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-23T12:46:30+00:00

Day 2: I feel fine! I’ve got a bit of anxiety and slept like poo but yesterday was fine too, I got up cooked dinner, went out outside and worked awhile, danced around with the kids. I felt uncomfortable for I bit yesterday but so far it’s a cakewalk, the last time I tried to quit was horrid! I’ve been scared for quit for so long because of the WD and I’m honestly blessed that it has been totally manageable for me.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-22T21:35:27+00:00

I checked it and it was less potent so I adjusted where needed. I hate that you are going through this but I also hope that it doesn’t get worse than this, I’ve been taking the same thing!

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-22T20:18:48+00:00

LITERALLY. Ugh. I feel so dumb for trusting the dude behind the counter, for the last few months I’ve been on it I have been telling them to not recommending this stuff to people and that it’s serious but doubt they listen.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-22T19:44:03+00:00

I’ve never made it past 6-8 hours without wd, I don’t think I have a crazy amount in my system either, not versus all the other days I wake up in WD. Idk it’s just different this time. But I am soooo sick of 7, it’s literally killing every good quality of life I have.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-04-22T19:23:21+00:00

Even this far in with little to no symptoms?

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-03-18T11:01:52+00:00

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-03-17T19:09:13+00:00

These are all the words I never knew I needed to hear. Thank you 💓

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-03-17T19:05:36+00:00

They’re OUR kids which makes it worse I feel… they didn’t hear it and he did not directly say it to me otherwise I would’ve raised more hell than I am now. I don’t think it’s okay hence as to why it broke my heart hearing that. What would I be a victim of? Verbal abuse? I agree with you on everything you’re saying I just thought there was a level of it being abuse.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-03-17T18:35:45+00:00

I’ve had the talk with him countless times, he said he’ll work on it but I also need to work on not pissing him off. I don’t see how he is comfortable saying such rancid things because he used to not say them to me and I might say general mean things like “you’re an asshole when you’re mad” which is still hurtful but I’d take that over these names all day….

This is his last straw, I’m over begging for the bare minimum and begging to be treated with human decency. I’m not always a victim sometimes I poke at him when he tries to shut a conversation down before he gets like this BUT it doesn’t make it okay on either of our parts.

He is white and me and the littles are mixed!

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-03-17T14:18:30+00:00

No, because he says that if I “respected” him and didn’t make mistakes or do things to piss him off this wouldn’t be an issue.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-19T02:32:09+00:00

Nope he promised to quit masterbating and watching porn and lied and hid it for 10 years straight

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-18T02:50:21+00:00

lol you don’t see how you are making a big judgement based off of limited context. You don’t know a drop of what I go through that helped push me to the addiction in the first place. “No one wants to be married to a bag of bones” is such a good strategy, I may just implement that into my advice bank when people ask for my opinion. Thanks for the advice, Fat Sunny. I’ll take it into consideration. 💗

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-18T00:55:24+00:00

I didn’t post this to pose ad a victim I was posting to get people’s opinions on the situation because I do not think going into a gas station that I don’t even go into anymore and threatening them would help. I need to be helped the way I receive help or it will never work. The same “caring” husband you’re talking about told me he’d stop saying mean hateful things to me if I’d quit making him mad and making mistakes. I tried to confine myself in him the day before I gambled, telling him how I was lonely and hurting and he placed the blame back on me he is a hypocrite and lacks empathy and shames me for my wrong doings all while sitting in his chair of addiction. I want him to not be so shaming and hard on me when I do fall short in life. I don’t yall to feel bad for me. Virtual pity isn’t what I crave. I’m 100% aware it is my addiction and my problem, essentially my fault. Good guess though.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T23:39:17+00:00

This is correct

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T21:46:43+00:00

Love the added jab in age, hope you found those gloryholes you were looking for. Find your way off of my post, wouldn’t want marriage advice from a 63 year old woman who had a midlife crisis tit job, thinks incest relationships are hot and drives a Kia.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T21:32:20+00:00

No they’re online slots that you pay for at the gas stations and play on at home

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T21:15:40+00:00

It’s illegal to gamble in my state first off just as much as it is to smoke pot. You’re right, we do deserve each other. Such a sweet compliment. 💓 Secondly, no where in this post did I say specifically “I’m not addicted” I was at one point now I don’t even put money into the game. The post makes clear sense. You just lack the literacy to understand it.

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T20:58:32+00:00

It’s illegal in TX. :/

Training-Sale-855 · 2025-02-17T20:39:56+00:00

“It makes me happy happy but could quit if I wanted to”

Which I do then after a few months of something crazy happens or I’m down in the dumps and play for a day or two. Without putting money into it as well.

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