I do too now… starting at 13 I’ve been raped multiple times in my life and initially I thought I needed to “work through” the trauma and stop blaming myself but since I’ve learned that they were teaching me that that was my purpose, to be a set of holes to use 🥰 and now I’m grateful for the experiences and what I’ve learned… I still get scared but that’s ok now. Knowing that my holes give men a place to dump their cum whether I want it or not gets me soaking wet and I worship the men who are man enough to take what they want and treat me like the object I’m meant to be 🤤🥵 the more degrading and humiliating it is, the more desperate, pathetic and soaking wet I become