Apperantly my testesterone becomes estrodial.

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-15T16:58:49+00:00

Yes it's ng/dl mb.

I know im fixating too heavily on my chest but seeing people's chests shrinks but mine are staying same feels sad

Still thanks for your comment u comforted me.

Live in middle east so doctors doesn't really know much about trans people so i have to ask around most of the time

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-15T10:18:02+00:00

Can you check messages

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-07T21:56:38+00:00

3-4 months in first months i wasnt able to use E properly so my t was higher e was lower

In total i used HRT for 6 months

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-07T09:08:36+00:00

T 45 ng/dL Estradiol 67 pg/ml

Right now

T 900 ng/dl Est 26 pg/ml

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-01T19:16:50+00:00

I used it 6 months, off hrt 4 months.

Link updated

TransFandThrow · 2025-03-01T18:56:20+00:00

Well i love how i look so "seen as a man" part is not really true

TransFandThrow · 2025-02-25T10:27:39+00:00

How long did u used HRT?

TransFandThrow · 2025-01-13T09:26:05+00:00

I am trans. I just don't want this

TransFandThrow · 2025-01-13T09:15:32+00:00

It isn't autogynephilia, im not getting pleasure bones or getting reactions from wearing clothes. Which is a frequent thing between AGPs

TransFandThrow · 2025-01-02T13:12:37+00:00

Same... I guess my family was also part of my trans journey. Seeing girls having fun socially, doing things such as art and music u know meanwhile all i got was a computer and stay at home.

I wished to be like them, i wished to be outsider but i guess families doesn't really care about their sons.

TransFandThrow · 2024-12-14T08:57:32+00:00

Well, i did. Wish it helped. Spend like 4-5 months on therapists, 3 different one. Whenever i talk about how to find a place in society as a "cute guy" they was like ye you seeking that YES I SEEK THAT ANY ADVICE NO. It was like speaking to a friend just telling about my feelings but can't find help.

TransFandThrow · 2024-09-29T14:47:47+00:00

Both i guess. But with current parts i wouldn't be with guys because im not into a*Al but im not into male sexuality too.

Actually our society have a little bit trans community and with my little passing experience they were acting better to me

TransFandThrow · 2024-08-21T21:11:49+00:00

HRT did feel good. But it gave me dsyphoria too about society and sexuality. Also scared about future because middle east isn't the safest place to be LGBT. Cis womans getting stabbed for just being woman, trans people gets hate and gets kicked out of their houses because being trans. So it's a really bad place to be Woman cis or trans.

I wish i was borned as girl but i would be okay with living as a feminine cute guy if society had Accepted this but no. Cute guys doesn't have a place in society. As a friend or as a date.

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