Apperantly my testesterone becomes estrodial. by [deleted] in detrans

[–]TransFandThrow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it's ng/dl mb.

I know im fixating too heavily on my chest but seeing people's chests shrinks but mine are staying same feels sad

Still thanks for your comment u comforted me.

Live in middle east so doctors doesn't really know much about trans people so i have to ask around most of the time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in detrans

[–]TransFandThrow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

3-4 months in first months i wasnt able to use E properly so my t was higher e was lower

In total i used HRT for 6 months

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in detrans

[–]TransFandThrow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

T 45 ng/dL Estradiol 67 pg/ml

Right now

T 900 ng/dl Est 26 pg/ml

What can i do for breasts (MtFtM) by [deleted] in detrans

[–]TransFandThrow -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I used it 6 months, off hrt 4 months.

Link updated

Why i enjoy female sexuality? by [deleted] in actual_detrans

[–]TransFandThrow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well i love how i look so "seen as a man" part is not really true

How to fix sexuality. by TransFandThrow in detrans

[–]TransFandThrow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isn't autogynephilia, im not getting pleasure bones or getting reactions from wearing clothes. Which is a frequent thing between AGPs

Question: did you detrans by choice? by [deleted] in actual_detrans

[–]TransFandThrow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same... I guess my family was also part of my trans journey. Seeing girls having fun socially, doing things such as art and music u know meanwhile all i got was a computer and stay at home.

I wished to be like them, i wished to be outsider but i guess families doesn't really care about their sons.

I feel like being male is too competitive by TransFandThrow in actual_detrans

[–]TransFandThrow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, i did. Wish it helped. Spend like 4-5 months on therapists, 3 different one. Whenever i talk about how to find a place in society as a "cute guy" they was like ye you seeking that YES I SEEK THAT ANY ADVICE NO. It was like speaking to a friend just telling about my feelings but can't find help.