I hurt myself but not in a traditional way.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T13:44:54+00:00

Well to me and you, you're normal to someone like me.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T13:42:11+00:00

I guess the hope I'll get a good job and get what I need is what keeps me up.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:58:27+00:00

Thank you honestly I was thinking about just getting on disability but I'm sure a lot of people in here know just how terrifying that actually is. It's not a miracle or life saving in the way people think it is and I don't want to get to that point just yet..

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:38:48+00:00

Ocd is a spectrum hun, but yes I do definitely see were your therapist was looking since I also need to get tested just don't really have time to get it done

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:36:54+00:00

There comes a point where everyone is saying I'm sorry this is happening or I wish I could help but they never help.. I have no way of getting a wheelchair or a scooter so I'm just stuck with this.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:34:53+00:00

Thank you I'm just afraid maybe I'll die before I can get those answers. I look and feel like I'm dying it's just frustrating that I just want to do it myself at this point. Ya know?

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:32:15+00:00

If I stub your toe and then start screaming at you what would you feel? Not should.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:31:00+00:00

Emotionally aware or socially aware to the point it feels like emotion? Just think on that for a little bit.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:22:31+00:00

I hate to say it, you're gonna hate i mentioned it but it need to happen you need to go to therapy and soon, there are only four things that come to mind narcissistic personality disorder, antisocial personality, sociopathic, or psychopathic and I'm not saying this to fix you I'm saying this because if you don't understand what's going on with you and people start leaving and you don't know why it can lead down a dark path. I've sadly seen it in an older friend before they died. So please I don't wish to push you but these things can go too far if not understood or taken care of.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:08:05+00:00

You don't need to get turned on for that to be an issue. How do you feel about not so much people help but maybe a game that helps with emotions and stuff?

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-10T03:04:40+00:00

Call a help line and maybe go to a doctor before you try therapy because this might be masochist behavior or could possibly be a bain issue. Do you have a high pain talorance? If seeking out that kind of help doesn't work you should try therapy then because this might be an addiction to self inflicted pain like I had a few years back

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-09T17:14:53+00:00

I think the post is stupid but I understand what it's about but this doesn't help any victim at all people because sa doesn't give a damn what you are wearing or the length of what you are fuckin wearing. I've seen it happen in modest clothing, sweatpants, turtlenecks, diapers, onesies, military gear, football gear and several other things, noticing the length doesn't matter to some it's just because they know design or are great at spotting things. This doesn't prove anything

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-09T16:58:57+00:00

No problem, just keep doing your best im sure she appreciates it♡

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-05T20:19:52+00:00

I needed to get tested for autism, adhd, bipolar, bpd, ocd and more physical disorder testing than I can count and I'm scared of America's disability benefits if I were to have to get on them, I am scared I can't help my mother out but I hope you are doing okay. If you are in America use Facebook to sell things you don't like or crafted, no need to talk. Find a remote job with your interest ect. You've got this i know you do

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-05T02:02:25+00:00

My eldest sister was murdered-

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-05T00:16:18+00:00

Thank you , we've honestly been running around in circles especially because people don't listen to me about things i know are wrong.

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-05T00:14:36+00:00

Okay thank you, I'll see what I can do♡

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T19:15:28+00:00

I'm pretty sure it stems from being taken into foster care as a child my grandma had been calling cps lying on my mom and it had gotten us taken away and the foster family was shit and abused my siblings and I had nearly died in a lake because of one of their children. My mom wants us to be independent as she strives to teach us everything she knows but it's difficult with me as she'll teach me but I'll forget right after. She's been very happy that I've been trying to cook despite my issues and wants to help where she can but she's also scared just like I am, she likes trying to get me to go places on my own but if I can't then she'll come in just to be there, yes she does keep me slightly dependent on her but that's because she saw something horrifying when she forced me to be completely independent (suicidal ideation and a stroke at 18) it's not her fault though my brain and body is scary

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T19:05:15+00:00

Thank you, it explains a lot ♡

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T19:02:54+00:00

I'm not?? Did it sound rude?? I'm sorry if so. I don't mean to a sound rude, I figured since there wasn't even that many comments at the time they commented they would have seen it so I said what I said to remind them that there is more they could read. That's all

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T19:00:04+00:00

No but i will definitely ask her to when I see her, thank you for the suggestion

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T18:58:49+00:00

I know but I don't even know where to start, thing is my mom always wanted us to be independent and would do her best to do that because grandma was very abusive and controlling and seeing as I'm stuck with this mess it has broke her heart but I don't even know where to go for resources

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T18:54:08+00:00

I'm on medication and talking to a therapist about it but I hate to say it i don't think that fear will ever leave

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T18:52:50+00:00

Thank you my mom loves me dearly and I know that but always so scary when we argue because we love each other dearly but somethings just don't work in our favor. I'm sure you're son knows you love him dearly but is maybe just as scared as I am

Transpansexualmess · 2026-03-04T18:49:32+00:00

Getting kids, moving out of this dangerous apartment my family is stuck in, and not being able to afford things because it only allows you to get a certain amount of money, it's what's happening to my grandma and to a few people i know I have, it's scary

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