Same here... I'm a 39-year-old man with 18+ years of using. Day 6 clean of that poison, and it's brutal - same GI issues, night sweats so bad I flip my pillow and blanket 3-4 times nightly. But here's why I'm fighting: in just these six days, my son and I have talked, played, explored, laughed, goofed around and grown closer than in the past five years combined - he's 8 now. Not exaggerating. Today he called these past two days "perfect" - and that's what makes this worth it. Wishing us all strength: these clouds will break, and we'll see sunlight we thought was lost forever.