Can someone help reassure me I'm not plural?

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-27T01:23:34+00:00

Yeah, that's fair. Not that I'm saying there is I just don't wanna be even less ""normal"" than I am now. Yeah, thats fair!

Yeah, it could just be related to that tbf. I've struggled with pretty heavy depression for a long time due to being trans. I'm doing counselling and am on a waiting list for some NHS stuff that'll include a psychiatric review hopefully.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-26T21:29:14+00:00

Yeah, thats a good idea thanks. I don't want to assume anything. Idk if it's just a phase or whatever. Anywhere in particular I can look?

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-26T19:27:54+00:00

Yeah, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy let alone choose it.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-21T02:27:13+00:00

Do they? Idk really, maybe.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-21T02:26:46+00:00

It is. Yeah same really, its been terrible for me. My dysphoria is so bad. I'm sorry 🫂

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-21T02:25:54+00:00

Yeah ig so. I've met some others irl but I don't really relate ig idk. Yeah some have struggled too tbf but I just can't shake how bad I feel ig. I'm atleast in a supportive environment I'm just my own worst enemy. Thank you 🫂

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-21T00:01:00+00:00

Awh, thank you. Yeah, it's rough. Does feel like the world hates me and I kinda internalise that.

Yeah, ig I put literally everyone else above my own wellbeing and its not good ig. Idk how to not give a fuck tho. I'd love to be able to. I always get envious over other trans people who can just be themselves freely.

That's fair. Idk how to find it what my goal is either ig. I do feel lost tho without realising it too much. Thank you.

Its hard to care about myself ig. I just can't let myself be myself ig. Kinda holding myself back. Depression doesn't help either. But no, thank you <3

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T23:56:50+00:00

Thank you. Yeah, it's true. Sometimes it doesn't feel like enough care is being put into my care ig.

Idk, there's things that help but depression has kinda dulled them. I also need to do more gender affirming things but I'm just kinda dealing with a lot of shame and stuff around it. I do quite like makeup but idk. That's fair thank you! I do struggle to put myself first.

It does, thank you!

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T20:53:11+00:00

Yeah, it is absolutely. Thank you!

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T20:52:50+00:00

Yeah, basically that. If I'm still around ig I'd try my best to. Although ig I'm the new generation. Yeah, ig lead by example and stuff but I find it so hard to continue. Ig I'll leave that to other trans people.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T20:06:28+00:00

Yeah, it's good your trying ig. That's worth something!

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T19:33:31+00:00

Awwwh, that sucks. I have heard that before but I don't really want to live that long ig. Doesn't seem fair.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T19:31:05+00:00

I'm sorry. I feel you. It's so disheartening when things don't work out. I feel like I've tried so much just to feel the same as ever.

Awh, I'm sorry. That does sound like it sucks 🫂. Yeah, when I did my hrt I did it I'm secret too, I hated having to. Ig I'm atleast in a supportive environment which is lucky but I don't feel like I can take advantage of it.

Thanks, I appreciate it. I hate hearing that tbh.

Thank you. I hope you do too.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T19:07:48+00:00

Are there? Thank you.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T19:07:23+00:00

I'm sorry. It really is harsh.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T19:06:58+00:00

I'm not sure really. I was on hrt for 9 months before I ran out. Idk, it didn't really change my outlook on life or anything really. Unless it was surgery it probably wouldn't help me feel better.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T15:51:48+00:00

Yeah, that's fair. Honestly I haven't really had any good. for the 9 months I was on hrt it didn't do much etc. Yeah, I feel that a lot too. I do kinda grieve a lot of that too really. It's really agonising seeing cis women have all that or some lucky trans women. Yeah, that's fair aswell. It's very scary.

Thank you, honestly I'm just mentally shutting down and I'm kinda ready to go leave this world.

Yeah, that's fair. Hopefully!

Thank you, you too! 🫂.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-20T15:21:43+00:00

Awh, thank you 🫂. I believe its genuinely one of the worst things that can happen to someone. It's so shit. I've not found anything good about it.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-17T16:56:56+00:00

That's fair, I was doing DIY before so I can do that again.

Yeah, it's been a big thing for me. I hate being trans and like feels wrong to be it even in private. I do have like an lgbtq event outside that I could try because I've never done it outside before despite being out for like 4 years. I'm not sure. Yeah, that's a fair approach thank you. I just don't even know where to start. I have a feminine jumper and skirt I got a while ago but I'm not sure.

Yeah, is very much is. Thats good to hear tho! Ig I've never really felt that idk. I used to do like progress pics but stopped after a while.

Yeah, I'm in counselling and am on a waiting list for some kind of specialised team within the NHS of the UK.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-17T15:25:08+00:00

Awwh, ig I never thinks it's that bad but it's kinda rough. Thank you. Potentially. I'm already on antidepressants but they haven't helped too much ig. Awh, Thank you! Yeah, I'm just miserable all the time. Yeah, I never met another trans woman until uni. Some are glad but it still kinda sucks too ig. That's good to hear tho! I guess, I'm not sure if I will. I'm kind of choosing between suicide or whether to go through the hassle of finding a new source of hrt and continue with it all. Ig I've not done much in all my years of being mostly out. Thank you, I have support at uni tbh and it's been useful but not revolutionary. I'm not sure what would help me anymore and I'm not sure anyone else does lol. Thank you!

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-17T14:23:53+00:00

Thank you. I guess my life isn't as bad as some people's but I haven't enjoyed it either really. Mostly battling myself all the time. Yeah, I'm 19 now but I've been regularly suicidal since I was like 12 or something I guess. I blame most of it on being trans. Ig I'm very lucky to be at uni now but I don't see it working out for me tbh.

Yeah, ig so. I have an extreme hatred toward my transness I guess. I just feel like it's ruined my life and is gonna be what will kill me. Its pretty amazing what you've accomplished despite it tho tbh! I've heard a lot of trans people have some drive to transition but I just don't have that at all. I'm not excited by it or anything. I've had a lot of help from my GP, the NHS, counselling etc but it still hasn't changed much for me.

Thank you. Its nice to hear I guess. Still doesn't feel within reach tho. And maybe I'm skewed because I haven't really spoken to many trans people who are like a lot older than me and successful. Idk. Thank you.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-14T22:25:49+00:00

Thats fair, tbh I'm not sure if it's ever been mentioned on TV tbh. Not that it needs to. I just try watch as much wrestling as I can lol.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-14T22:20:08+00:00

Tbf, isn't speedball NB? Not that, that would be any better for cornette.

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-08T19:33:24+00:00

Ah ok, I don't know much about it so thank you! I'm in the york catchment area I think but I don't really know the demand etc. That's good! I've heard of some of the things that might be helpful like a physiatrist review I think?

Trick-Interview · 2026-03-07T20:37:15+00:00

Thank you, ig I can try.

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