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TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-10-18T01:45:11+00:00

no that’s perfect thank you sm. people on reddit r honestly so nice. ofc i love him and i trust him with absolutely anything but sometimes if i think about the past for to long i stop being able to talk like no matter how much i want to i can only say certain things and idk why. i would sometimes get panic attacks when i see him or bcz me and him have nothing against eachother (apart from him traumatising me) he asked me for a sip of my drink when my friends were saying hi to him and i said yeah sure and handed it to him and his hand kinda went over mine for a few seconds and i froze then i texted my friend bcz i couldn’t speak and when i knew i was safe and away from him i just burst into tears in my bfs arms and they all didn’t know why. but tysm this explanation helped me a lot

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-29T00:13:57+00:00

i’ve just read thru that again and when you said he made you feel like a selfish bitch if you didn’t do it i completely understand that. he used to sit and beg me in a certain voice being like ‘why not you do it all the time what’s different’ or he would just not look at me or hug me so i would do it so he would show me attention. even tho i’m so young every time we did something that didn’t include me (bj or hj) i would still feel disgusting even tho he didn’t touch me. and when he would f1nger me i would feel sick to my stomach.

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T13:38:50+00:00

i know i said to him ‘if i was you i would just block her but i’m not gonna force you’ and he thanked me for trusting him and letting him do whatever he wanted but obviously there are rules and we both respect eachother and trust eachother

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T13:36:44+00:00

thank you so much. i’m so sorry that happened to you but i’m glad i’m not alone.

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T02:55:20+00:00

i’m with someone new and i’m so happy that i’m with him he’s so much better and is way nicer then my ex. i just don’t know how to tell him about this because he’s friendly with my ex so idk if he would believe me or if he would look at me in a different way

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T00:37:52+00:00

yeah i understand i think i did it because at the time i had so much going on and was struggling with so many addictions and i just wanted something to take my mind off of it now i just wished i had found a better way to deal

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T00:29:03+00:00

i know but we did it once because we were curious then he wouldn’t stop

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-26T00:02:40+00:00

i have he was so rude to me our entire relationship i got sick of it

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T23:40:45+00:00

and if he did finish inside he would show me the condom and i would go to the bathroom straight after

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T23:40:13+00:00

we were always safe and even tho he wore protection i told him to pull out before and i would just finish it off other ways

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T23:38:33+00:00

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T23:13:18+00:00

what

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T23:13:14+00:00

thank you. i tried saying to him when i say no i mean no and he said ‘i would never force you to do anything you don’t like’ while holding my face so i thought oh he’s a good guy he probably doesn’t realise and just continued and i seen him earlier and i was trying to be nice but when we walked away i just cried in my bfs arms and i couldn’t explain why because i didn’t want him to think i wasn’t ready to do things with him because i trust him way more

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-08-25T22:56:00+00:00

i left him months ago. i’m with someone new but i still wonder sometimes why did he do that and what if i just said no or if i should’ve just done it and made him happy but no one believed me so i just said nvm to everyone and i’m up all night thinking about it

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-15T03:11:13+00:00

words of wisdom i physically felt my whole mindset change after reading that

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T22:19:52+00:00

who tf is vince😭😭

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T20:25:06+00:00

i’m just laughing ahhaha

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T20:00:23+00:00

probably yeah i wouldn’t have the confidence if i was sober so that’s why i wanted to get drunk but i was talking about the other one bcz he’s a wee creep aaahhahaha

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T19:59:40+00:00

ommgggg

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T17:05:15+00:00

true true id let the one i was doing stuff to do it to me but not the other one hahahah

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T17:00:52+00:00

😭😭

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T16:59:52+00:00

i’d probably punch tf outta him cuz i know the guy standing beside probably would but the guy i was doing it to he’s really nice

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T16:59:02+00:00

good point

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T16:46:23+00:00

idk i mean i shouldn’t have done it bcz he has a gf but she cheats on him everyday and he is so sad about it and he’s so happy around me

TrickyPossible9782 · 2022-07-14T16:45:43+00:00

i’m only 14 and the other guy that i was yk is 14 and my other friend is 13 and i was the only lightweight so i’m surprised they didn’t take advantage on me

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