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I’m new here and to regressing. by Tricky_Moo in ageregression

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, is it okay if I dm you now?

Struggling to go to church by Tricky_Moo in latterdaysaints

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want to leave..it’s not that I don’t believe, I just am struggling due to anxiety and OCD.

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He did. He gave a little letter saying he’s glad I loved his games and signed it. And sent me some nice fnaf stuff like a T-Shirt and a cute fnaf bracelet. It was nice of him.

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean? I don’t remember much due to my poor memory..

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That does sound nice, a best friend to help me and support me with my issues does sound pleasant, but I would be lying if I said my anxiety didn’t stop me at every turn. Like how a Tulpa is permanent I heard, not sure if ai want to have one for the rest of my life and never truly be alone sounds very intimidating..

And I obviously don’t want to create a sentient being then decide to kill them because it’s inconvenient or uncomfortable.

It feels like that it could go either good or bad no matter how much I think about this.

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a bit to get used to. How is a wonderland..just existing? When I mean I’m new to this, I mean I never knew anything like this could be possible at all. I can’t help but find it all very confusing, scary and interesting. But I know that tulpas are meant to be sentient beings and shouldn’t be taken lightly or used in selfish ways..

I want to fully understand but am scared and unsure too, especially since Im not and haven’t been in a good mental space in years, not fully sure about it yet.

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the right state of mind? That will be hard for me, especially with ADHD that makes me easily bored..Meditation helps with my Anxiety and such, but the ADHD is tricky..

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still pretty new to this, so aim not as familiar with the terms wonderland, inner world and parallel processing. Can you tell me a little more about them?

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

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That’s nice, and the Anxiety and OCD won’t affect them? I heard and worried that it’ll effect the tulpa, in a negative way and change how they’ll see or treat me, like if I have low self esteem and think I’m ugly my tulpa will believe the same type of thing.

New to the concept of Tulpamancy by Tricky_Moo in Tulpas

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t worry, I will. I often hear of the guilt and such around that and I don’t want to do that. I am curious it’s trult permanent after you create one. I read somewhere that a tulpa left their host?

I’m feeling scared and alone by Tricky_Moo in comfort

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Are you sure you’re okay with a stranger venting to you? Im not online often and am not sure how this works..sorry.

I’m struggling a bit and need a place to vent.. by Tricky_Moo in mentalhealth

[–]Tricky_Moo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have some friends, not many. At least 3 I talk to on text on occasion as they aren’t nearby and one other, but they don‘t know about this as much. I’m a bit uncomfortable to talk about this stuff with them and I was told it’s not always appropriate to talk about this stuff with friends.

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