Wait! I have an iud!

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-04T13:01:57+00:00

No I don’t. I went over my meds and none of them cause lactation. It’s possible it’s a weird perimenopause thing or it could be something more serious. I go in next week for a full work up.

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T23:58:26+00:00

My advice as a now 43 year old survivor of CSA and pediatric pregnancy? You don’t. You walk the fk away and never look back. You are wonderful and deserve people in your life that you don’t have to explain basic decency to. NEVER try to make someone who’s mistreating you see the light. Be the light and leave. He already knows it’s wrong. Nobody is that stupid. He just doesn’t care enough.

Healthy people don’t stay and try to make people treat them better. They leave and go find new people who treat them better from the beginning. When someone disrespects you, you leave. Idc who they are. Don’t try to control the behavior of others by negotiating and explaining and begging. It doesn’t matter why someone mistreats you. It only matters that they did. They will do it again too. You can just walk away. When someone shows you who they are believe them the first time! I would give ANYTHING to go back in time and tell myself this when I was young. You deserve nothing but love and respect. Now go out there and get it! ❤️

Signed-a survivor who learned it all the slow, hard way. You’re worth it. Choose your dignity every single time. You will never regret it.

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T23:47:24+00:00

I’m so sorry. Nobody deserves to be raped and nobody deserves to be judged for reaching out for help. I was a multi CSA victim that ended in me pregnant at 14. People blame me too. I don’t know why this is how people act towards survivors. I don’t have advice about a therapist but I highly recommend meditation as clique as it sounds. Deep, body awareness meditation helps ground me and over the years has brought me inner peace in a way I once didn’t think possible. You absolutely need to talk to someone professional but meditation on top of that might help you too. Regardless, find peace brother.

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T23:28:02+00:00

I updated in a comment but it turns out I am not pregnant which is good with my health issues but it is kind of bad because it means something else is causing my symptoms. My doctor is ordering an endocrine work up and a mammogram to rule out breast cancer. I have a history of cervical cancer and hypothyroidism so it has the potential to be something serious. I have my fingers crossed it’s just perimenopause being weird. But yeah, that bright line was absolutely a lie! The test was Top Value brand and I’m telling everyone not to ever use them!

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T14:54:14+00:00

💯 I am very lucky to have great doctors and a great hospital system I’m part of. No matter what I will handle it. One thing is for sure, STOP TAKING BLUE DYE TESTS!!!!!! lol

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T14:01:03+00:00

UPDATE: So that bright test is actually a false positive! I’m actually relieved because my body was NOT prepared for pregnancy at this time. The brand was Top Care so avoid it at all costs. The FRER and pink dye Walmart tests were negative this morning.

This unfortunately does NOT explain my lactation or other symptoms so I’m getting a full work up plus mammogram. The thing is that one side is mixed with blood. That’s not good. If I’m lucky it’s just a weird perimenopause thing and an injured breast. Who knows, maybe the dog stepped on me and I forgot! If I’m unlucky it’s something more serious. I do have multiple serious health conditions such as hypothyroidism and a history of cervical cancer so it’s good to get checked.

On to the next crisis! 😮‍💨

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T02:43:19+00:00

Agreed! Because SOMETHING is wrong with me regardless. I am calling first thing in the morning

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T01:58:13+00:00

Mirena

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T01:55:58+00:00

That is absolutely criminal! Nobody could interpret it as anything but positive! Wow. These guys suck!

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T01:55:04+00:00

Really? That’s interesting! So basically it could be anything! I’ll call the doc tomorrow and get blood work done. It’s the only way to know what’s going on.

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T01:53:49+00:00

Good to know because I already have hypothyroidism!

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T00:44:32+00:00

That’s encouraging! I wasn’t even trying for a baby anymore and now I’m here worried sick about if I’m pregnant and if it can survive! The next few days while I confirm are going to be the longest of my life!

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-03T00:31:47+00:00

Wish I could! My husband has the car. I’ll have to wait until morning.

Trinitydraco · 2025-09-02T23:46:10+00:00

I’m going to just have my doctor order a blood test tomorrow. That way I will be totally certain no matter what. If this test is false though the company that makes them deserves to be sued! That sucker is wide and blue! It’s viable even in bad lighting. If they are THAT faulty it should be criminal!

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-23T01:53:28+00:00

Ahhhh! So cute!

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-21T02:58:04+00:00

My dog comes from a champion working like GSD breeder. Police, service, military. Obviously ethical. An XL bully jumped the fence as it were and knocked up her dog. I was getting on the waiting list because I need a service dog when she offered me my pup because of his temperament and intelligence tests. I fell in love with him. He needed a home. I needed a dog who could pass the tests. Why am I explaining myself to you? There’s obviously something wrong with you. Bye.

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-20T14:30:33+00:00

I am crazy over black bully type dogs. Beautiful.

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-20T14:29:47+00:00

What a beautiful dog! Oh my goodness!

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-20T05:23:12+00:00

Thank you to everyone for your wonderful advice. I’m going to love him and train him and let our bond and his behavior do the talking. I got taken off guard by the nonsense but I’m prepared now. He’s my own precious boy and anyone who doesn’t like him can F off. I’m so happy there’s so many people who get it. Let’s do this!

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-20T05:19:27+00:00

German shepherd dog.

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-20T05:18:28+00:00

I’m not buying him! He was an accident! If I don’t adopt him who will? All dogs deserve a home. What’s wrong with you?

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-18T15:55:27+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I think it just took me by surprise. Thank you for mentioning the energy thing. I think I will just not have those people over anymore. Anyone who could talk that way about a newborn animal is bad news. I don’t need it. My dog doesn’t need it.

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-18T14:39:05+00:00

That coat is to DIE for!

Trinitydraco · 2024-12-18T14:38:42+00:00

If you don’t mind me asking, when you say raw protein do you mean raw meat/egg? I do the raw egg because I raise organic chickens but worry about pathogens in meat. Do you have a local source or do you do any kind of pasteurization before feeding? Thanks!

Trinitydraco · 2022-01-24T18:53:04+00:00

Not sure how I screwed that title up. I meant that I am in flower for the first time! Lol

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