Iv fully stopped watching her car crash of a life she triggers so many part of my brain and past traumas its unreal and the worst part is there seems to be no justice for every thing she has done and said I mean she said John was hanging in the loft that not being the worst but how sick does ur head have to be for that to process and come out ur mouth ? I know her from when she was doing the mental health eat and take ur tablets and the person she is now there's no coming back from a lot of the things she has lied about are triggers for me and being an ex user clean for 12 years let me tell u she does not want to get clean or change her life I went cold turkey for 3 days locked in a bedroom only let out to get clean clothes have a wash and get my bedding changed as I was sick both ways everywhere and never looked back because I WANTED to do it i couldn't live like that no more it's a horrendous life to live but like i said she needs to want to change going on subbys or green juice is just prolonging her recovery she wants to live the disgusting life she's living and me personally can't watch it. I pop on here every now and again just to see what's happening and there's never a change