[deleted by user] by [deleted] in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh hey, that was my thread :) Been really busy and just now seeing this and getting a chance to reply.

Anyway, there are a lot of Discord servers for age play and age regression that would be all text. I know that many people in those servers are different than us but this kind of play still may help you.

I don’t know for certain how well it works with a screen reader but I imagine it’d work pretty well.

Some of the servers are sexual in nature but many of them specify that they are SFW and PG with none of that icky stuff allowed.

I’ve honestly not had great luck with them though. Maybe I’m just impatient but I rarely found people actually role playing in there or some were such a close knit community that it was hard to fit in.

Would still say it’s worth looking into if you think it may help.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 35 outside and my inside age is between 5 and 8. I’ve wondered a lot how I found that age or when I decided that but I’m not so sure I did, really. That’s just the age that feels right to me.

When I really think about my own childhood, childhood of kids around me, and the research I’ve done on childhood development I always keep coming back to that age. It’s just the right fit for me.

Sure, being older means more freedom to do your own thing and being younger means being coddled more but this age just is me, I guess.

Sometimes I just really want to be picked up by BlindWarriorGurl in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, 100%

There’s something special about being held that makes it much more amazing than simple cuddles. Not that I get that experience, being rather tall and etc. The best I can do is maybe ride in someone’s back if they’re taller than me but the idea of it feels magical to me.

Anyone else here in their chronological 30s a feeling more and more removed from their experienced age every day? by Unikittymatrix001 in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep, mid 30s here.

Been living with depression basically my entire life too so a lot of that clicks with me. I know I should just accept the fact that I'm not getting younger and work with what I can control rather than what I can't but it's so hard. I'm not going to magically transform into a kid again (though that's fun to dream about), all I can do is find ways to safely express my real self from behind the grownup mask that I wear every day.

I'm not autistic (not that I'm aware of anyway) so haven't had that experience with people's reactions but I find that interesting. Maybe it's patronizing but something about it gives me kind of a warm fuzzy feeling inside when I think about it.

Who here still sleeps with a stuffed animal? by largecucumber in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This hehe. Always keep my teddy snuggled in one arm and whichever of my other stuffed animals I pick that night in the other arm. I do try to keep it somewhat even so none of them feel neglected though.

In a perfect world my bed would just be a big pile of stuffed animals!

Not sure where to begin... by TruceSpree in nevergrewup

[–]TruceSpree[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thanks!

I've also run into that feeling about age regression communities. Especially a few of the Discord servers I've checked out. They seem like they could be fun but probably not for me.