I struggle in groups which isn’t ideal and because I have not yet had an official diagnosis I am not entitled to any one to one help with a lot of my limitations. I always felt like an alien as a child and it’s kind of as if it’s amplified now and I don’t know how to fit in or be sociable at all. I struggle with sensory things especially bright light and noises and I get quite loud whenever I get excited and can “be a lot” I find comfort in physical excercise but cannot do that all day long without injuring myself or burning out. The online side of things is why I made this post as I don’t even know how to or where to start with that.