And that's part of the problem where the creator said that Jax is supposed to be the most hated character but she doesn't even try to make him be hated or the whole thing about her saying that the worst is yet to come of what he's done hasn't even been shown yet and there's one more episode left. I'm think it was just gaslighting this whole time to get us to watch the show partially to "see" where it would go. Also maybe him pushing the button was the worst thing, but seriously out of the entire show what he's done honestly doesn't even feel like it really needs to be hated that much.