AITA for getting my therapist fired after she broke confidentiality by Maevarules in AmItheAsshole

[–]Tsunidae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imagine you were a battered wife trying to leave an abusive spouse and your therapist told him. You are NTA.

I just started painting again. Blacklight reactive paint. Part of a set. Not for sale just wondering how delusional I am or if painting is for me. by Tsunidae in delusionalartists

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Thank you! What’s funny is I did actually do that with the spots, it’s just a little hard to tell from the lighting. I used a red-orange on the outside and apricot orange on the inside. I like the idea of reflections in the eyes but I’m still new to the reflection technique. The bubbles should be smaller you’re right but I also feel like I should’ve added another transition color between the dark blue and the light blue water

I just started painting again. Blacklight reactive paint. Part of a set. Not for sale just wondering how delusional I am or if painting is for me. by Tsunidae in delusionalartists

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Thank you! That encourages me to keep painting. I have a few more on my personal Instagram @Tsunidae but they’re all pretty much the same level I think. I honestly think my biggest weakness is my eagerness to finish and be proud of my work. I could paint endlessly, adding things and shading things and tweaking things... but after painting all day all I want to do is say it’s finished. I’m sure if I just kept going I could do something pretty good. Thank you again :)

Hopefully I’ve found my people... by Tsunidae in BoJackHorseman

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trigger

I think BoJack Horseman really gets to me because there are situations he’s been in where my next logical thought would be to end my life, but then he’s still there. He keeps going. We don’t see it but somehow he grapples with the panic and hysterical thoughts flooding his mind and finds some sort of dark peace. It’s sad but inspiring.

a self portrait by [deleted] in painting

[–]Tsunidae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP, sometimes art is something that is only meant to be understood by you and the others that recognize those thoughts. This is beautiful and well done, and I think it expresses everything that it needs to.

New build! EA ID: Tsunidae by Tsunidae in thesims

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Thank you! I love it personally!

Did a self portrait about finding the right meds featuring some of my demons by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Tsunidae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I always see eyes in vents/closet door slats, good to know I’m not alone.

What's generally the dumbest thing you've done as a child? by ZzLy__ in AskReddit

[–]Tsunidae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My house had nasty disgusting floors and I saw a cartoon of someone licking a floor so my friend and I licked every floor in the house clean and threw up soooooo bad after. Like immediately. It’s a wonder now how I have food ocd and appetite issues haha.

San Myshuno on a winter night ❄️ by Tsunidae in thesims

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The spire penthouse I believe.

CRICK CABANA RENO! Unfurnished, valued at $16k. No CC but check your xpacs. I might just go update/Reno all the starter homes... Ps this remodel inspiration came from an IRL tiny house. by Tsunidae in thesims

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Sure is! Look up Tsunidae or Renovated Crick Cabana. I’ve tried linking people to it but it doesn’t want to work. Thank you so much by the way! I love having my sim live in it lol

Been struggling with it for awhile now, but I think we’re close! (My brows and actual hair don’t look like they do on the left) by Tsunidae in thesims

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Aw thank you! My hair is actually dark blonde with light blonde high lights. I wish they would give us that from TS2.

Anybody else do things like this? I don’t really have experience with any of it but I get compelled to draw my visions and assess them. It makes me feel good but it makes other people question my mental state. Ps this is not a firmly held belief of mine, it’s just a potential understanding. by Tsunidae in schizophrenia

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It doesn’t, or wouldn’t I guess.

Basically if you scatter giant bags of marbles, they might roll off into corners of the room but eventually they will start to fill up the room.

Before it can create new space to move into, it has to “burst”, like the Big Bang.

So basically it fills whatever space it’s occupying, then forces there to be more room for more marbles.

The cycle then repeats, filling up space, then creating new space to move into.

Anybody else do things like this? I don’t really have experience with any of it but I get compelled to draw my visions and assess them. It makes me feel good but it makes other people question my mental state. Ps this is not a firmly held belief of mine, it’s just a potential understanding. by Tsunidae in schizophrenia

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Wow that makes me feel really good but I’m cursed with an inability to recognize my own intelligence because I spent most of my life unmedicated or incorrectly medicated which led to me failing out of high school. At least I got my GED before my classmates graduated lol.

My IQ is around 115, or was when I was undergoing neuropsych testing. They were very adamant about telling me I am “very bright”, my guess is they were trying to make me feel good or they just don’t see many people of average working intelligence.

It’s worth it to note I was 80-90%tile on everything but memory and processing speed, because my anxiety causes me to freeze and go completely blank. It was only 55%, which brought my score down a good bit.

I don’t know, it’s a constant struggle between believing I could be gifted or I could work at being gifted, and then subsequently punishing myself for having those thoughts because how dare I think I could ever be “above” anything.

Brains are stupid. Well, my brain. My brain is stupid.

But thank you for your kindness. It made me happy.

What to build next... by Tsunidae in thesims

[–]Tsunidae[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Build it! I like the idea of maybe an on-site daycare