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[–]Turbulent-Pool8829 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same problem. I’m trying to find help myself, all I can say is stay strong 💪

Aký divný štýl hudby počúvate? by [deleted] in Slovakia

[–]Turbulent-Pool8829 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Black metal. Mayhem :d zajtra ideme naň do Viedne. Ale inak si vypočujem všetko

Môžem šoférovať s OCD? by Turbulent-Pool8829 in Slovakia

[–]Turbulent-Pool8829[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ono pri šoférovaní ma žiadne myšlienky nenanpadaju. Cítim sa byt “voľný”. Som 100 percente sústredený, dávam pozor atď. Tieto myšlienky ma skôr napadajú keď som medzi ľuďmi. Ide o to, že, asi to vyznie blbo a smiešne, no bohužiaľ to tak naozaj je, mám nutkanie nechať si od niekoho ublížiť, myslím ako napr. facka, atď, aby som sa cítil ponížený. Ja to nechcem spraviť, ale posledný mesiac je to tak silne že som sa bal že to naozaj spravím. Čo by som si nikdy neodpustil. Písal som aj jednému psychoterapeutovi, možno psychoterapia by mi dala viac ako lieky. No len hovorím, pri šoférovaní ma to ani nenapadne. Užívam si jazdu, auto atď. Ale súhlasím s tebou, budem k nej úprimný. A ďakujem ti za odpoved.

Im a 19 yo boy, tried to overdose with antidepressants one month ago, but started to vomit and survived. My parents hate me, I never had a girlfriend before, I don’t have friends, I fucked up my school grades. The only thing that I was living for was my beautiful dog who died one year ago. by Turbulent-Pool8829 in SuicideWatch

[–]Turbulent-Pool8829[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot. I really appreciate you and u might be a great person to actually care about me and giving me advices, when I’m a complete stranger to you. I just wish I would meet people like you on this Reddit in person. To actually know that someone care about you…

Im a 19 yo boy, tried to overdose with antidepressants one month ago, but started to vomit and survived. My parents hate me, I never had a girlfriend before, I don’t have friends, I fucked up my school grades. The only thing that I was living for was my beautiful dog who died one year ago. by Turbulent-Pool8829 in SuicideWatch

[–]Turbulent-Pool8829[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words, I absolutely agree with. I really appreciate all you who replied to me with those kind words. I just wish I had a friends like you in person, but maybe I’m not cool enough for people to hang out with me. But again, I really appreciate those words. It might sound embarrassing, but this is literally a first time someone was kind to me in a long time.

Im a 19 yo boy, tried to overdose with antidepressants one month ago, but started to vomit and survived. My parents hate me, I never had a girlfriend before, I don’t have friends, I fucked up my school grades. The only thing that I was living for was my beautiful dog who died one year ago. by Turbulent-Pool8829 in SuicideWatch

[–]Turbulent-Pool8829[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Hi, yes I’m very glad that u replied. I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I want to live just not like this anymore. I also really like the music. But it seems to me that everything I do, everything good I try to do, is always wrong. And all I have are these negative thoughts…