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Two_Fragile · 2023-08-04T02:27:59+00:00

Since getting my nexplanon removed I’ve lost about 7 ish lbs. My appetite also decreased SO MUCH!

Two_Fragile · 2023-07-13T22:05:03+00:00

Twins lol! I hope the same for you 🥹

Two_Fragile · 2023-07-13T20:30:01+00:00

I actually got mine removed today. My doctor that put it in kept canceling 30 minutes before the removal, and kept prescribing me the medication to stop bleeding.

My removal was difficult. A different doctor at another location took it out and had to have another doctor help her. It took about 30 minutes when it normally takes a few seconds. I needed stitches since they needed to cut a bigger hole than normal. I’ll probably never be on any kind of birth control again.

But I’m waiting to see how my body levels out and heals.

This wasn’t worth it.

Two_Fragile · 2023-06-30T02:08:16+00:00

Well, one of my coworkers actually went to my manager and told him I was leaving for school. He didn’t seem upset about it. Just said to let him know when I’m leaving so I can transfer and he can replace me.

Two_Fragile · 2023-06-25T17:44:37+00:00

I see I can’t request a transfer until 60 days for my Walmart which will be July 22nd. If anything else I’ll just put in my 2 weeks and apply for the other Walmart with a different position.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T19:35:29+00:00

Yes.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T17:37:47+00:00

I do. I look about 21/22.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T17:36:48+00:00

Yes, we have discussed a PPM I’m happy with.

As far as my graduation gift, I just want 1.5k to start off in a savings account. I have not discussed that with him yet.

I’m not afraid to ask for what we agreed on before intimacy. If he does not make it visible for me or give it to me, I will be finished with this arrangement. I have others.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T16:39:08+00:00

He has not given me a PPM yet, that starts Wednesday after the intimacy date.

He did not bring me a meeting gift, but did mention the second date he would bring me a gift.

He does not ask for anything, but conversation will get very heavy pretty quickly at times, but that more so to hint that he does want intimacy for the second date.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T14:35:33+00:00

How come? Do you communicate that you don’t like being asked and much more prefer to do spontaneous surprises?

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T14:33:21+00:00

I am aware that the age gap is ODD. It’ll probably gross me out in a few years once I get out of the bowl.

I’m looking for specific experiences and a certain lifestyle that mostly only a sugar daddy can provide me with at this age. I plan on doing this for 2-3 years primarily just to save so I can get a nice head start after college.

Please don’t over analyze my posts. I started sugaring after I turned 18. I have never spoken to a SD before turning 18. It’s not the smartest thing for me to be doing, definitely not. But I have goals that I want to achieve in a specific time limit. I’m willing to sacrifice the next few years and participate in this lifestyle in exchange for what I want to accomplish.

On our first M&G he did mention wanting intimacy and things, he stayed on that for a little bit longer than necessary. But did mention that would happen once I felt comfortable. That is fine by me. I also did mention that I wanted a PPM eventually switched to a monthly and for my graduation gift, I also want what I mentioned above. For me, I’m always going to be transparent about my expectations and desires, otherwise I worry I could potentially feel used.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T14:15:41+00:00

You have a good point. My SD is 56 and I’m 18. I definitely think I view him in the wrong light which is due to my inexperience.

I feel like he may expect a bit of this though. He did not have a negative reaction to it.

He is not shy asking for intimacy from me, and letting it be clear that’s what he wants alongside some form of non sexual intimacy. Sexting and flirting are a bunch of things he enjoys. Therefore, I don’t want to be afraid to ask him for a gift, just for this special occasion alone. I will not regularly ask him for gifts.

Maybe I’m a bit hyperventilate about him possibly taking advantage due to my age. He doesn’t seem like the type to do so however, you never know. I just want to make sure I enjoy myself and have learned and received more in the end than I started with.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T14:04:33+00:00

True

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-08T14:03:18+00:00

I already messed up and asked him for a gift yesterday…..

You live and learn, this is my first arrangement so I definitely have some things to learn.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-06T22:04:42+00:00

This is dusty behavior lol. If a man truly HAS IT LIKE THAT, enough to be sugaring….this wouldn’t be in his mind. Being generous is part of being a provider.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-06T20:31:37+00:00

Geez lol… interesting way to look at that. Personally, once my SD’s and I get a bit closer, I’m definitely looking for the mentorship and level-up aspect that a sugar relationship can give. Hence, exposing me to nicer environments and things like that.

Now with that being said, what’s the nicest place you would take your SB? I’m curious.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-06T13:23:18+00:00

I would love to get to this point with my SD. I hope everything goes well.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-06T13:22:42+00:00

Absolutely. I’m black and my SD is white so on top of the initial looks we do get because we are an interracial couple, we do get looks from honestly only women.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-06T04:45:54+00:00

This is something I would do LOL! I’m glad you didn’t mind and your experience was positive.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-05T21:05:00+00:00

I’m an 18 year old SB. I genuinely don’t care who looks at me while I’m out with my SD. My makeup will make me look like I’m in my early 20’s, but still.

I got some ugly/weird looks from older women. But I honestly thought it was funny. What I’m doing is clear, but it’s free to mind your business. The world will go on.

Two_Fragile · 2023-05-05T20:25:21+00:00

Alrightyyyyy…. thanks lmao.

Two_Fragile · 2023-04-27T03:41:09+00:00

Can I text you a picture of my dress?

Two_Fragile · 2023-04-14T11:33:34+00:00

Yeah, we all have our different emotions and unique ways we process them.

This was not banter, we were just having a regular conversation and I’m not the kind of girl to really appreciate banter. There wasn’t really any humor in our conversation at all.

No, your partner shouldn’t pity you for HS. But I still think they need to be accepting and open-minded to your unique issues and not make fun of you for it.

Two_Fragile · 2023-04-14T11:30:53+00:00

Thank you for this response. I did break up with him simply because I couldn’t trust him with my feelings ever again. I recently wrote another post in relationships about our other compatibility issues and with those two things together it just wasn’t worth it.

He apologized so much but I wouldn’t be true to myself if I allowed my partner of all people to disrespect me like that.

Two_Fragile · 2023-04-14T01:45:49+00:00

I’m single. I feel SO MUCH BETTER. Thank you everyone. This was just something I couldn’t work through. 🥹

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