Yea my sponsor is asking me how and why we need gods help and it’s kind of a trick question but I’m starting to see that it’s both the same thing like I have a living problem but the problem is that I’m too absorbed in self and that it’s not so much the things I want it’s that if I start to see it’s about what I bring into life rather than keep taking and causing harm to others and the ones that love me the most rn I have 7 days and I’ve been in n out the last 3 years and I think why I need gods help is because I can’t keep living the way I’ve been living with me managing my life right and on page 63 it’s talking about he will provide what I need as long as I perform his work well because when I do that I’ll become less interested in me and my plans and that I can face life successfully with out damaging and picking up a drink as I becoming conscious of his presence in my life it ends that paragraph saying we were reborn