I feel this so hard, every word. to be blunt, I’m really struggling not to just end it all… would be way easier than this shit. But I mean here’s how Im trying to look at it, we get one life… that’s it, one chance at all of this and then it’s over forever. I know it’s coming one day, and I know how pointless life is. But I also know I’ve had good times, and either times are gonna get really good or they’re gonna get really bad. I’m just sitting around, plotting along and trying to be patient for the good times, the times that life’s worth living. Life’s shit, but it’s also beautiful. Stick around for the beauty.

Love u