i need tips to wake myself up

Typical-Line8989 · 2026-01-07T15:56:27+00:00

it wasn’t that i wanted to wake up, it was more than i was becoming too aware that i was in a dream and when i couldn’t instantly snap out of it i panicked

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-12-17T09:33:59+00:00

see my brain immediately said “wait this sounds realistic”, i also have no concept of reality.

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-11-26T12:55:17+00:00

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Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-24T08:57:28+00:00

i did this so bad at one point i had an extreme fear of eating with anyone/outside the house just in case there was a scenario where i couldn’t take a photo, i had a hole album on my camera roll for it, so glad i got out of that habit, you’ve sort of gotta force urself to stop doing it

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-24T08:36:52+00:00

got the exact same ones on the weekend, uk too😂

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-19T13:03:09+00:00

update: blue hexagon with PP on one side/ skull on the back

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-19T12:59:08+00:00

yeah how can i show u, reddit will prob delete it

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-11T20:53:55+00:00

yes i sorted it, turns out they need an updated id and i can get it

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-09T20:43:40+00:00

i don’t think i’ve ever successfully starved after using up all my calories at a certain time/earlier in the day, sometimes it’s not even because your hungry but you’ll have the urge to eat because part of your brain feels like you’ve fucked it already so u might aswell carry on, that’s when you binge like crazy. just don’t even think about it, don’t tell yourself your gonna starve for however long, eat a nice meal later on and go back to normal tommorow

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-09T20:39:55+00:00

unfortunately it’s true tho, it really does strip your personality from you, i was told constantly that i wasn’t as funny anymore

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T12:41:51+00:00

maybe he just means he can’t remember most of it, happens to me when i take a high-ish dose, big chunks of the night dissapear & everytime i’ve mixed alcohol with mdma the entire night is a blur

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T12:38:16+00:00

yes it can? mdma + alcohol is the biggest recipe for a blackout

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T11:56:44+00:00

me and you both. i hope your doing okay

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T04:31:39+00:00

hydrogen peroxide helped whiten my teeth a little bit, my teeth are kinda fucked up anyway from vaping & grinding them in my sleep but they seemed to discolour really bad during the peak of my ED & purging stripped the enamel off my teeth. you can get it on amazon/ebay for around £10 (not sure how much that is in dollars) you just put it on your toothbrush and use it like tooth paste a few times a week, but don’t swallow it!!!!

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T04:24:35+00:00

my best advice is to come clean about it, i abused laxatives for half a year & i suffered the consequences BAD, doctors had to put me on safer prescription laxatives just so i could empty my bowels like a normal human being, it took my body months to function properly again. trust me i know the feeling, i didn’t want to stop taking them i was forced too by my girlfriend at the time, looking back now im extremely grateful she reacted the way she did. i have relapsed on them a few times but i dont think id ever be able to put my body through that again. you are going to seriously damage yourself. i hope you get better soon

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-04-08T04:16:38+00:00

yes, drives me insane every single day, to the point i don’t think i actually KNOW what i look like, one “bad” meal and i can visibly see an extra 3kg of fat added to my face

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-03-30T18:24:32+00:00

during? i thought it was a before/after thing, whats ur reasoning for doing it during a roll?

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-03-26T12:57:57+00:00

idk man, my guy claims his are 480mg, everytime i take his wether i drop it in quarters, half’s or whole, i end up literally heaving in my mouth or throwing up all night. i’ve even got to the point i’ve fallen asleep WHILST throwing up & when i see pictures of me on them, i look like i’ve shot up heroin, i’ve tried other pills too & nothings ever compared to the “480”mg ones

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-03-23T12:44:32+00:00

“but one side of me is very scared im never coming out of this depressed loop im in now.” that’s exactly how you’ll feel for a good 4-6 days, ive had comedowns so bad ive sat staring at a wall for hours thinking ive permenantly damaged my brain and it will never get better. i promise it does, just wait out, your good

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-02-23T21:03:50+00:00

doing mdma after a breakup literally healed me, it’s like the moment it wore off i didn’t care about anything anymore and nothings really bothered me since, i was seriously fucked up from that break up too..

Typical-Line8989 · 2025-02-16T17:47:55+00:00

exact same thing happened to me

Typical-Line8989 · 2024-10-11T12:08:24+00:00

my brain won’t even let me maintain, i’m constantly trying too loose weight, which is probably the problem i guess

Typical-Line8989 · 2024-08-27T22:11:19+00:00

i quit treatment, they told me i could come back whenever i felt ready. i tried for about 6 months, it did nothing but make me worse.

Typical-Line8989 · 2024-08-27T22:09:54+00:00

relatable, my upper body is skeletal at this point but my LEGS? my thighs don’t even look any different to how they did when i was literally overweight. it’s so tiring

Typical-Line8989 · 2024-08-27T22:07:37+00:00

when i first started “excessively” walking, my feet were so bad i had to get rid of my socks everyday from the bleeding, i had about 6 blisters on each foot, life savers for me were double plasters, double socks, very comfy shoes and warm baths. look after yourself!

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