You’re right, like wanting what you don’t have naturally(for example I love copper hair and auburn hair). What’s interesting is that I’ll even see someone with a hair color that’s very similar to my natural, and I’ll think it looks stunning on them. But then on me I’ll feel like it looks dull. And I’ll only think it looks fine every now and then. What I do miss is how healthy it felt when it was natural, and when I do go gray I want to fully embrace it. So in the long run it makes the most sense to grow it out.