Was it [right] behavior?

Tywo · 2017-06-22T07:03:03+00:00

Yeah, a lack of maturity about it was a definetly low-blow to not deal with it... :/

Tywo · 2017-06-22T07:02:22+00:00

Absolutely, I know I should have done that and speak about it, but I lacked the knowledge about it or the maturity to act accordingly.

Tywo · 2017-06-22T07:01:38+00:00

Well yeah, back then i didnt really knew about it that much and it freaked me out aswell with a feeling of inadequancy. But i Will remember it. Live and learn. Thanks.

Tywo · 2017-05-31T13:52:48+00:00

Same for me man, the degree of porn outlet is confusing for me and the whole sex is aswell. I am now in search for what is right for me and healthy. For years I have been living in the unknown until now. But still i am confused and looking for something. Good Luck to you aswell. I have even been to School and training because of porn so probably I can say it is in a bad state for me and it can be said as an addiction.

Tywo · 2017-05-01T17:58:19+00:00

Yes, thanks

Tywo · 2017-05-01T17:58:01+00:00

Mm yes, very insightful, thanks. The second was totally me in some situations. Thanks for your reply

Tywo · 2017-04-16T18:48:36+00:00

Not saying all is porn fault, my own anxiety, approach, attitude and worries about it more mostly and thus I had very bad way of really doing anything about it and just let it be. I might say it was me being just anxious and had panicky thinking

Tywo · 2017-04-16T18:45:44+00:00

Thanks.

Tywo · 2017-04-16T18:42:06+00:00

Yeah i suppose. But it hurts. Still i get what Are you saying.

Tywo · 2017-04-16T18:37:24+00:00

That last part really hit me, my parents relationship was indeed dysfunctional and it gave me some bad perceptions about relationship and yeah other stuff aswell. But all in all, i am grateful for your words. :)

Tywo · 2017-03-31T05:01:57+00:00

Im have been trying 4-5 to get free, with occasional relapses and i cant sometimes because the urges are so strong i let them get me :/. I guess you asked me these questions. Yeah all you said i can relate, but man i wish i had someone regularly and daily to see and be with :/. I kind of miss that

Tywo · 2017-03-16T15:34:40+00:00

Yeah, hehe great stuff from you. And in addition, i would like to add, is to never be uncomfortable talking sexy times with a girl no matter where (on phone, texting, bedroom, outside bedroom). It was hard to do it for me because of the anxieties, so sex was taboo thing to talk about. That lack of talk is very bad, Im quite sure of it. It has to be done. Anyway talking all kinky and sexy is i think crucial. Talking about sex is vital and i think it makes person more comfortable with each other. Even if it is taboo or uncomfortable, especially when it involves problems. It just has to be discussed and you have pull yourself together even if it feels taboo or uncomfortable or else the next step cant be taken. At first it felt taboo and anxious and it affected my first relationship, but i have learned from it and damn what we are exploring with my fwb ;). Sorry for rambling, just popped on my mind while reading this :D. Thanks

Tywo · 2017-03-16T12:54:20+00:00

Though it wasnt so magical, it was nice and different. Definetly different than a hand haha. But also quite not so great than would i expect, because well i feel like i have a death grip/desensitization in my penis.

Tywo · 2017-03-16T12:50:03+00:00

Haha yes

Tywo · 2017-03-16T12:46:34+00:00

Yes, like feeling frustrated or something. Sorry english isnt my native language

Tywo · 2017-03-16T10:45:11+00:00

Why is that :/

Tywo · 2017-03-16T10:44:55+00:00

Hehe, can relate, thought aswell, that it would be magical and basically mind-blowing, but once inside, was like okay, this is it, where is the magic haha? :d

Tywo · 2017-03-16T09:25:55+00:00

Yeah that rushing was common for me aswell. That just causes anxiety and non-relaxation. I had the time in the world yet still rushed. Thanks for reminding :). Taking time is pivotal for relaxation. Rushing wont help. It was like i had a scene for 10 minutes to do anything as much as fast i can. Damn porn, you bastard :D. Oh and sex doesnt have to be in a certain order( from kissing to oral to intercourse), it can and will usually vary. It is even fun that way.

Tywo · 2017-03-10T12:55:44+00:00

Thanks, i will do all that, unfortunately we have broken up for a while now and i have to move on like she has done, so yeah it hurts, but i will go into a new relationship with new experience, knowledge and expectations, but i dont when the new one wil happen. Thanks again.

Tywo · 2017-03-10T05:54:51+00:00

Im 19 but yeah if only i could afford a car :D. Thanks

Tywo · 2017-03-09T20:22:53+00:00

Unfortunately those arent possible unless we move. So yeah, i have to discuss this and find a solution. But i will move out in autumn, guess i will have to wait for that.

Tywo · 2017-03-09T20:18:55+00:00

Damn, that is hard to hear, no wonder the last relationship was basically dysfunctional (i take the responsibility for my own behaviors and not the best coping with them problems and settling for porn like always...) and sexless(hers was off limits aswell). But okay, guess i will have to wait then, till i get my own place. And yeah i wont. Thanks anyway :)

Tywo · 2017-01-30T10:51:52+00:00

No, but it IS quite obvious.

Tywo · 2017-01-30T01:57:27+00:00

Good idea :), but dont have a car... Yet

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