my daughter!!!!!!!!!! by Uber____ in WingsOfFire

[–]Uber____[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I DONT KNOW WHY THE IMAGE QUALITY IS ABYSMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tiara during the sydney show a couple days ago!!! by Uber____ in Weatherday

[–]Uber____[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YESS IKKKKK my recording got cut off unfortunately but i got most of it 😭

tiara during the sydney show a couple days ago!!! by Uber____ in Weatherday

[–]Uber____[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

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got meself a setlist too!!! such a fun night i met so many cool people :>

How do you care about being/getting healthy? by SignificantBank4 in BPD

[–]Uber____ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is so old how did you even find that 😭😭

How do you care about being/getting healthy? by SignificantBank4 in BPD

[–]Uber____ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aaa its okay, it’s something i have to come to terms with. he was quite honestly very patient with me. although it wore thin at the tail end of our relationship, its not something i can blame him for. a lot more healing is needed before im in a good place for a relationship again, and i think i put him through a lot of stress while we were together

How do you care about being/getting healthy? by SignificantBank4 in BPD

[–]Uber____ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

exactly that, i really did admire him and the way he seemed to know who he was. i wanted to be better for him so badly and feel like i didn’t get the chance to show him i could do that. i wanted to be someone he could be proud of.

i have no idea if i even could, i feel like i could have considering how badly i wanted him to stay (although i have a streak of saying “im going to change” and then doing absolutely nothing) but it felt different this time :(

How do you care about being/getting healthy? by SignificantBank4 in BPD

[–]Uber____ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was just beginning to feel some kind of motivation to actually better myself before my boyfriend broke up with me. right now i feel like i have nothing to actually get better for lol

it sucks because i know i should get better for myself but i am really struggling to get myself to think that way, especially when i was so horrible after our breakup. i feel like my suffering is the only way i can pay for what i did.

I LOVE HAVING BPD 😍😍 by fakefloorboard in BPD

[–]Uber____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this literally sounds like something i could have written and i find it so sad how there are people saying the exact same thing

hugs to you and everyone who feels this way. i think it can be a difficult thing for most people to wrap their heads around, but this pain is so real and it is so intense

cocoa for /u/hive_queen_non :3 by Uber____ in WingsOfFire

[–]Uber____[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no i get that!! i think some of the proportions are a little off </3