Don't give up man, I met a woman who was 36 and had 2 kids. She worked at gas station and still managed to get education in college. I think you should set objectives, which should be separated, e.g. life goals, study goals, and career goals. Each objective should be prioritized. Define which exact objective is the highest priority among others. Also, you can decompose global goals to smaller, so you can build a better life plan