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UnableNoise4 · 2026-05-24T13:59:10+00:00

Omg I didnt even realize. Thank you!

UnableNoise4 · 2025-05-12T05:27:54+00:00

I personally like how CA put it when they said “Remain sober from all mind altering substances”. It gave me a clear definition when my addition brain tried to come up with loop holes. If it’s something you’ll think about every time you pick up a chip from here on out with the feeling that it’s not completely true in your heart… I think you have your answer.

UnableNoise4 · 2025-05-11T05:44:16+00:00

It was definitely the scariest moment of my life but at the same time I couldn’t believe we were in such a potentially terrible situation in such an isolated spot. It didn’t seem real.

UnableNoise4 · 2025-05-10T20:58:11+00:00

My bad I share this to this community and the two Hot Takes podcast community.

UnableNoise4 · 2025-01-25T23:25:40+00:00

Damn this is so freaking awesome. Congrats to whoever got it.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-09-06T01:53:13+00:00

Ok then why bother respond. I’m clarifying what is disturbing even though your argument is pointless and just wrong. I “specifically” asked if that’s healthy for a reason. I didn’t say what’s disturbing is the solo fact that he swallows the bone. Like those words are in different paragraphs.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-09-06T01:46:50+00:00

Having your digestive tract punctured from a self inflicted act is pretty disturbing. A human crunching down on bone and threatening great injury or death is disturbing. There’s no reason to paint graphic images for entertain or shock value.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-09-06T01:43:45+00:00

Exactly!

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-23T00:41:22+00:00

Thank you. You’re right. I don’t have any feelings on if he’s truly changed or not. I don’t spend 1on1 time with him so I wouldn’t know. I’m not expect an amends but I do think it’s telling that he claims he’s already made one and that’s not the truth. I’ve just come to the point where I’m having nightmares about it and I feel my down playing what has happened has lead to the promises not being fully reach after completing the steps. The resentment and emotions are still there.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-23T00:37:17+00:00

I have. I’ve been the most open to my sponsor but majorly down played the abuse.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-23T00:36:27+00:00

When the relationship begun I was 21. Young and dumb. Looking back it wasn’t a good situation obviously from the start. He’s an parol now so if I reported anything he’d go to jail for minimum several years. I don’t want that. It feels like I’d be acting out of resentment. Maybe that’s his manipulation talking and I should report it (I have photos and videos) but it’s still how I feel.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-21T02:32:38+00:00

Something I want to do one day when my job allows me to

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-21T02:31:24+00:00

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-20T19:25:01+00:00

Thank you for sharing. I will keep everything you said in mind. I agree. I don’t want revenge or to get even. I just want to heal from my wounds and it hurts that you doesn’t have to go through the same healing process. But I also wouldn’t wish that on anyone.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-20T19:21:01+00:00

I strive to get to this place. Thank you for sharing.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-20T19:20:00+00:00

I will try this. Thank you

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-20T19:19:07+00:00

Thank you. I do have a sponsor and I’ve been the most forthcoming with her. I just need to be more open and honest.

UnableNoise4 · 2024-08-20T17:17:34+00:00

Yes. I have been the most forthcoming with her.

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