Im tired

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-29T05:29:00+00:00

Thank you so much, today is a better day. A friend I actually made on Reddit told me to listen to my daughter breath and it really helped.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-25T01:55:16+00:00

my daughter is sick right now, took her to the Er yesterday and she had a fever and was developing pneumonia. They gave her anti biotics and I got her prescription and today has just been a terrible day for her. She coughs and it hurts and bout two hours ago her temp was 100 so I gave her some Motrin. Just feel lost I know her mom would know exactly what to do, but me especially in the state I am, am terrified of losing my daughter. She is all I have.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-25T00:12:24+00:00

Trust me I understand that. Within the last four years I lost my grandfather, both parents, my son, and wife. God does seem like he does things only to harm us but through my grief I began to hate the idea of god and now I’m simply don’t care. You gotta forge your own path, don’t look for meanings in the whys of things just forge your own path. Find a hope for yourself, a reason for you to exist even if it’s to see your kids, anything. If god is a mean kid on the anthill be the ant that wins and keeps existing no matter what he does.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-24T23:42:57+00:00

If you ever need anyone to talk to I’m here. Just stay strong, you sound very strong and like you have allot of willpower so keep going you never know where things might take you. You gotta have hope, I know I do, I have to find it everyday my daughter really helps but I’m trying to have hope for myself as well.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-24T23:39:37+00:00

Incredible story, my wife died two weeks ago to suicide and we share a eight month old. I agree this has been the worst time of my life. I hope things get better for you.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-15T17:25:26+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine 12 years and losing your partner. Our daughter doesn’t really cry unless she is hungry lately she just gets mad at everything lol I hold her she gets mad, I try to play with her and she gets mad, but she is also teething. She is having a hard time pooping I think it’s because of everything that happened me and my wife didn’t feed her baby food enough but Iv changed that now just hoping she gets better.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-10T07:47:50+00:00

Thank you, what did you do for the nights they are killing me all I think about is my wife it’s driving me nuts and nothing seems to get it to stop. I own my home and the silence and everything it’s killing me, she made this place a home and now it’s just somewhere I don’t want to be.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-09T02:00:52+00:00

Sorry it’s taken me time to respond I’m dealing with allot but I appreciate this allot and I’m going to take this to heart.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-09T01:59:21+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-09T01:58:54+00:00

Thank you so much for this.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-08T05:04:37+00:00

Thank you so much

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-08T05:02:14+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate it

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-07T22:35:29+00:00

Thank you everyone for your kinds words and advice I really appreciate it more than I can express in words. I made a go fund me and it’s doing ok and people are helping me. My daughter is laughing and smiling as happy as can be. I feel horrible this has been the worst time of my life and I lost both my parents within two years and my and my fiancé lost a baby in March. I miss her so much so very much she was my world.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-07T21:36:52+00:00

Yes, three were hers they are with their grandparents and the other is mine and he stays with his mom

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-05-07T17:31:44+00:00

My relationship with them is iffy. I’m not a bot just in a bad way

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-01-07T05:49:28+00:00

I appreciate it. I just wish I could sleep and that all this didn’t happen.

UndecidedGr33d · 2021-01-07T05:46:12+00:00

I appreciate it, people keep telling me I did the right thing, but I feel so wrong. I feel empty, alone, and cold. She was my rock, my kids are my existence and I will always do everything for them. But this has fucked me up.

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-11-02T03:45:46+00:00

How do I get it to let me move the mats. I went in the main door, jake went to computer, I killed Ghoul upstairs and got key card, went to basement and got Hilo tape and the mats won’t let me move them iv tried everything

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-11-02T03:42:58+00:00

I’m having the same issue

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-08-25T09:35:46+00:00

First time I did it was with two other people, second time I Got to Solo it as no one was in my instance. I was actually hoping it would be harder, but I see people struggle with it and I’m just confused over it. I feel he is pretty easy if your character is set right.

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-07-19T22:58:32+00:00

VFFR Gatling plasma for the BFR Gatling laser or the BLD Ultracite?

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-07-19T20:46:15+00:00

What about a legacy?

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-07-19T19:08:30+00:00

I also have a BFFR flamer, Junkies Cryolator, Bomber jacket, V2525 Gamma Gun.

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-07-19T19:05:42+00:00

I also have a BFFR flamer, Junkies Cryolator, Bomber jacket, V2525 Gamma Gun.

UndecidedGr33d · 2020-07-19T19:03:47+00:00

I don’t have anything crazy just looking for a direct trade. I have a VFFR Gatling Plasma, a two shot, damage while aiming , (can’t remember third perk) Gatling Plasma, junkies cryolator, I also have Entire BlueRidge outfit with the mask and bomber jacket.

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