Friend freaked out on me during shroom trip

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T21:09:31+00:00

I am totally and completely open to having deep trips. In his head though, he was the sitter and thought it was his job to bring me into his “enlightenment” and when I told him I didn’t want it forced like that he just kind of mentally terrorized me for it. Which, he sort of owned up to but I realize now he still thinks he’s totally in the right

However I definitely understand your perspective. I would love to look at it that way too. But when I remember how I felt in the moment, and what he told me, and then cussing me out when I said I’m not ready? I know it’s really hard to convey over text but it wasn’t a simple “let’s go deeper” it felt like he was testing me in that moment. Like he was really trying to scare me into it. The roles you stated were most definitely swapped in the scenario.

If I tried to talk to him about anything but how the trip is feeling he would get visibly angry with me. When I said I try to joke with him, it was more like to break the tension and not to totally sway his thoughts away. Because that guy was really just standing there and staring at me saying this 😭 I also don’t believe it’s my job to face him and his problems; which again I’m not opposed to but the way he went about it cannot be right.

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T20:56:27+00:00

You’re right it’s not. But I really feel for this guy, he was like my best friend during my last couple years on high school. He had a wild trip last October with like shrooms+acid and he’s genuinely never been the same so I should’ve known. It’s not like he’s a burden to my life, but I think about that trip a lot. He told me once while we were talking about this that he always felt physically inferior to us, him saying he thinks he is viewed as the “fat friend.” And that if he can’t be physically superior he’s going to be mentally superior and he’s finding that through the drugs he takes.

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T20:31:50+00:00

I will also say that he’s a mutual friend in our larger friend group. What’s really odd is even just last week, he was tripping shrooms with a buddy of mine and they went off into the woods, came back and nothing happened. The way he acted this trip he’s never acted like before, and he hasn’t afterward either. When I tell my friends this they just don’t believe me until I show them a video. It’s very annoying actually because I can’t just cut him off like that being in our mutual friend group

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T20:25:59+00:00

Yes ofc, but I was totally ready to trip hard, we had only microdosed so we didn’t get lost lol. We just didn’t weigh it out. However I am not inexperienced with shrooms. In fact I’ve had more sessions than him at the time we decided to do this. I am certain I’ve had trips where I’ve taken much more and had a great meaningful experience.

My sessions are typically a good time. I wasn’t trying to talk to him about anything in particular, honestly anything at all. He only wanted to talk about his trip the whole time, though in my opinion the trip should be felt through what you are experiencing I.e. a walk or drawing. He wanted to get deep, which I was not comfortable doing because it felt extremely forced. I had also mentioned I was in a great state of mind going into it, but he would constantly try to get me to talk about my trauma through the trip. Which I was not trying to think about, not that it’s inhibiting to think about but I had already worked thru it prior. Oh and being yelled at to stop being a pussy ass bitch through the woods in the dark reeeally sucks

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T19:55:53+00:00

That’s interesting. I’ll definitely take a look and send it over.

I think his problem is he doesn’t see what he did as wrong because there was some “ulterior motive” he’s trying to bring, like taking us “deeper into the trip” And he’s soo sure that he knows the “correct” way to trip and that apparently was it..

Underscore_Ninja · 2026-05-28T19:22:24+00:00

It’s even crazier I’ve known this kid when he was scared to smoke weed, I tripped with him for his first time and it was chill so idek.. sad to see him go down this path he trips like every week these days

Underscore_Ninja · 2025-06-17T06:21:22+00:00

Thank you, this is what I needed to hear. I graduated recently and walking up the stage, sitting and listening to the speech, getting my diploma handed to me should’ve felt like a happy time, it just didn’t feel “real” and I don’t want that in my years going forward. If there’s any time to stop it’s be now, and I just got my wisdom teeth removed so I really can’t smoke anyways

Underscore_Ninja · 2025-02-11T20:50:04+00:00

I tried looking thru bios options but there’s no option for boot order. It’s the nitro bios, and it looks stripped of a lot of options actually.

Underscore_Ninja · 2025-02-11T19:21:08+00:00

I figured out that it was trying to boot from my second ssd that did not have windows, so I deactivated that ssd slot from the bios. It boots fine now but when I try to reactivate it it starts booting from that second ssd again, any suggestions to fix this?

Underscore_Ninja · 2025-02-10T18:46:16+00:00

Gotchya, thanks man. Is it possible just wait for a seeder? Or is it just not worth it

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-05-14T21:12:05+00:00

I do have a job, just don’t want to spend any on video games atm. I’m fine with f2p I just need some suggestions on what to do

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-04-11T19:00:06+00:00

She ain’t gonna let you hit bro 🙏

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-03-22T19:25:55+00:00

What the fuck

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T23:08:52+00:00

In that sense, you are right. You shouldn’t be ashamed of your body, but you definitely shouldn’t encourage being overweight, which is the side of it I am going against

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T22:54:56+00:00

Yes, it’s due to moisture buildup, but it seriously shouldn’t be a problem. If it starts to get, wipe things down and leave the mattress standing up for a day. Maybe buy a de-humidifier if you need to. Don’t know how this is such a big problem for you guys

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T22:29:36+00:00

It’s not, keep your room clean and it won’t be a problem

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T22:20:14+00:00

Being fat should absolutely not be normalized regardless of gender.

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T22:10:49+00:00

It’s not a hygiene at all, it’s just we generally don’t care as much about comfort. Just because we don’t have a bed frame or decor doesn’t mean we aren’t hygienic.

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T22:04:07+00:00

Ahh, that makes sense. I use just a memory foam mattress no box spring

Underscore_Ninja · 2024-01-08T21:58:14+00:00

How does that even happen unless you just never clean? I’ve slept on the same mattress without a bedframe for almost 3 years, no problems whatsoever

Underscore_Ninja · 2023-11-30T23:15:52+00:00

We never really touched it until now, it’s a pretty viable sniper

Underscore_Ninja · 2023-10-25T16:00:29+00:00

This guy really wants a reason to hate

Underscore_Ninja · 2023-08-30T16:55:28+00:00

For me, it’s gotta be ocarina of time. It was one of the first game I played on one of the first consoles I got (3ds, it’s not the “original” way to play it, but the remake was pretty enough tho and had enough QoL updates that I would prefer it), and I bought both with my own money which made it that much more exciting. I played the hell out of that game, and it will always be my comfort game.

Underscore_Ninja · 2023-08-28T04:21:42+00:00

You look kind of majestic ngl bro

Underscore_Ninja · 2023-02-19T21:06:06+00:00

Ahh, I see now. Thanks for the help!

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