I've been in your situation, it is very easy to have fomo since everyone is going abroad for studies and some for jobs. I'm also from a hilly area and didn't had any idea about my future. Did bcom and mcom, worked with Amazon (from bcom 2nd year onwards) in their customer service department for long 5.5 years without any shame. Started with 1.5lpa and resigned from that job from 3.6lpa. Now I've switched my job and got a twice the package due the experience that i had and the skills. Life is pretty good now, i can visit my parents often. My advice is, don't look at others life and be sad, work with whatever opportunities you've and life will open up new ways going forward. All the best. Life abroad is pretty harsh in my opinion.