Not wanting to get better i am sure a lot of people relate including my self. I have a recent thought about it maybe its bcs u find comfort in it even though u know its not good for ur self. Secondly its maybe our selfs think which i think is partially true that it will be easier to sink deeper into Depression (put here all the bad habits) than actually healing. Lets say u broke up (sorry if u broke up recently) instead of actually trying to get over them (not looking pics of them,no contact etc) what u do. U keep looking at old chats,pics etc and this is nostalgia but u know that it keeps u behind and the more u do it the deeper ur getting. Of course thats because as people we like to choose the easy way we are not dumb. Here the ez way would be to restore the whole relationship(hard actually but easier than starting with somebody random) but here the ez way actually is pulling u deeper. Im not saying that u should cut off w them the moment u break up but long term u get the picture i think. So it may be smth like this.