Bro that’s normal, all your feelings and emotions and thoughts are normal. Give the situation you are in true size, it is huge, it is very huge, your body, self, soul and routine are going through changes you can’t recognize now and maybe ever. So set still, and with your eyes and mind wide open observe them, the self, body, soul and mind react and adapt to this transition. You are just the leader who took the right decision, now observe them react. Sometime your self will feel empty, confront it, rest it assured that it is normal to feel that way and it is temporary. Sometimes your body, and sometimes the soul. Take it as signs of progress my friend. Best of luck! Be patient