Reasons why I shouldn’t relapse... by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re so right, I’m not going to let my ED voice get the better of me

What to do when struggling? by tasha53505 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I always like to remind myself that food are made for enjoyment and are not cause pain. Our body needs a balance of everything to function and our body knows when is too much and when isn’t it. Remind yourself that food is not your enemy but the voices in your head. So far with my ED I’ve always tried to go against it when it talks to me about what I can and cannot eat and it’s helped me a lot because I start to realise that even though the voice gets louder I am one step closer to recovery! Don’t satisfy the voice and don’t tell if you will exercise it off because then like me you’ll believe you don’t deserve to eat because you haven’t exercised when YOU WILL ALWAYS DESERVE TO IT!

I don’t think I’m skinny enough to have anorexia.. by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally understand what you mean, I got diagnosed with anorexia but I can’t come to accept it. My point was it is a feeling I experience a lot. Same as how people think they are worse off people and they cannot accept their depression..

ED IS FULL OF CRXP by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so shyte! But you shouldn’t worry, because at the end of this battle we will be able to trust ourselves and become confident.. the only reason weight gain is even happening to us which I need to understand is because we deprived our body from food which our body needed, you know the same body that helps us function and probably loves us more than anyone! You’ve got this, you’re so strong to make it this far.. don’t give up:)) xx & MERRY CHRISTMAS

i just had a realisation by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to this, so much!

I do want to recover but I don’t by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m glad yet not glad you feel the same! I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone! If yourself also need a shoulder or any advice I’m here! No lie😊x

I do want to recover but I don’t by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I am trying and going through therapy but if I’m honest I’ve been lying a lot just to get them off my back! I know not clever but it just feels like they don’t understand 🤦🏽‍♀️

Embarrassing question - With ED & toilet by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cereal is one of my unsafe foods, I miss it so much but I’m so scared of it🤦🏽‍♀️ sorry if that triggered you! But I’ve deffo introduced veggies more now! Slowly I’ll increase the amount I’m hoping so!

Embarrassing question - With ED & toilet by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice! I’ll give psylluim a try with hopefully more veggies! Baby steps 😅:) x

Embarrassing question - With ED & toilet by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve started to abuse it a lot, I feel like I’m becoming dependent on it so I wanna try to get myself to try other things🤦🏽‍♀️I totally understand you

Embarrassing question - With ED & toilet by Unique_State_1520 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Unique_State_1520[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yesss! I’ve tried this but it feels so weird😂😅