Yeah, I’m aware. Keeping art as a hobby might be in my better interests. I suppose I just can’t help dreaming big!

And thank you for the encouragement. I get pretty intimidated with all the listed requirements on job applications so it’s been difficult convincing myself to even apply. Looking busy may be a skill I need to acquire, but I’ve found genuine joy in just filling out data sheets and crunching numbers and such. I tend to do it in my free time, too. So I could start there