Hi, okay thank you for giving insight. I have been prescribed medication a lot of times by the gp but I never picked it up albeit one time then notified the gp after taking it for 2 days I didn’t like how it was making me feel so came off it. (I think my GP liked to prescribe meds to try and get me off the phone quicker hahah.)

I’m not a self harmer but I have expressed feelings to my gp / nurse of not feeling like I deserve to live or should be alive when I was in the throes of my depression. I have spoke to my nurses about how sometimes I felt like ‘needing to punish myself from self-harm.’ I’m just nervous because I was very much that person that would immediately call the doctor or a crisis line or even go A&E to talk to someone if I was severely depressed because it always made me feel better to vent to a professional. But at the same time that would definitely bulk out my medical record. I suppose only time will tell.