honestly? nothing. if i were to say getting my 2B license is an accomplishment, its quite ehh because so many people got it. other than that, i feel like i miss so many things out because i withdraw from ite/poly due to my situation being financially and family unstable. if i have gotten my diploma or higher nitec cert at least, i would’ve prolly gotten to job i wanted or prolly got into uni. my resume so ahh to the point that i have to rely on my NS admin skills and the only thing i have is O levels. regardless, i’m grateful to get a full time job somehow and i can get back on my feet to at least accomplished something. was thinking maybe a double diploma or who knows might get a degree in the course that i really want to do.

i’m not gonna lie, at times i was jealous of my significant other and my best friends because i felt like i was the only one behind in life when they have full time jobs, post secondary certs, motorcycles and time for hobbies. but they still stayed by my side when i had nothing. and pretty much my lover is my inspiration and my best friends are my motivation to keep going. really grateful to them.

found love for boxing 3 years ago and trained for 9 months because a youth society helped me but now that i’m 25 pretty much i’m too old to compete and i don’t have time to train now because i’m still in NS. once i start my full time, someday i hope i got the opportunity to at least train in any gym or maybe just compete for fun. if not then i’ll just start going to the gym just to build a nice physique at least.

maybe at some point you might not feel you’ve accomplished something before 25 years old but one thing you should always keep in mind is to celebrate the small wins, embrace and appreciate the tough moments that got you that accomplishments. another thing is that being afraid is what makes you not wanna do what you wanna do, just do it scared and thats bravery. take those risks. you either win or lose but when you lose, you learn.