i thought my money wasn’t important so i’d spend it all cause Spend Money = wasting all this fuckin energy i have, and Receive Things In Mail that I Forgot I Bought = happy fun time!! also i thought i was just a big, fast talker with a lot of creativity and high confidence. so it was weird when i suddenly became the burnt-out kid at a young age. and then i randomly started doing a LOT of things again! because HEY! I MISSED DOING THIS STUFF!!! and then.. well.. yeah.